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Please, never talk anything bout Harry Potter while you're with me.

I really really really desperately want to learn more about computer. I wish I can study at Informatics Engineering of ITB. *amiiiin*

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am I the only alien living in this big earth? am I the only one who don't get excited when Harry Potter launched? am I SO different?

today, I do blogwalking. it seems forever since my last time blogging :')
and, I miss it so much.
write entries, show of my stuff, personalized my own blog, exchange links, take and give useful information, keep in touch with friends, and lotta more to do!
I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO HAVE A COMEBACK.
see ya soon :)

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I hope this tears will stop running someday
Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears
When I feel that I’m getting tired of looking me exhausted,

I want to give all my dreams I’ve kept hard
every time I feel that I’m lacking in many things more than I have
I lost strength in my legs and drop down

I hope this tears will stop running someday
Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

Everyday I hold out comforting myself “it’ll be alright”
But it makes me afraid little by little
I tell myself to believe in myself, but I don’t
Now I don’t know how longer I can hold out
But wait it’ll come
Although the night is long, the sun comes up
Someday my painful heart will get well
I hope it helps me now.
I hope the God will help me
I don’t have enough confidence more and more to overcome myself
I hope this tears will stop running someday
Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears
But wait it’ll come
Although the night is long, the sun comes up
Someday my painful heart will get well

Someday… Someday…

my teacher status:

The simplest way to understand the different way of thinking about men and women can be learned from Bruno Mars' "Just The Way You Are" and Avril Lavigne's "I Love You". If you're sharp enough and can read between the lines, you'll know the difference.

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ARE YOU?

Are you single - nope
Are you happy - yup
Are you bored - kinda
Are you naked - nope, not yet :p
Are you a blonde - nope
Are you moody - sorta
Are you a lover or a hater - both
Are you hot or cold - damn hot lol
Are you eating- nope
Are you sad - mm, idk haha

WHATS YOUR?

Name - claudia
Nicknames – mochan, choi
Any birth marks - yep.
Natural hair color - black
Eye color - deep brown
Height - 150 T.T
Mood - stable
Favorite colour - depends, mostly baby pink
One place you want to visit - SEOUL

DO YOU?

Do you believe in love at first sight - umm, idk
Do you believe in soul mates - yup.
Have you ever been hurt emotionally - well yeah, as human being
Have you ever broke someone’s heart? - i guess so hehe
Have you ever liked someone but never told them? - yup.
Are you afraid of commitment? - nope
Who was the last person you hugged? - mm? heather?
Who was the last person you said "i love you" to? - rakun :D

WHAT ONE?

Love or lust - love
Cats or dogs - cat :3
Few best friends or many regular friends? - few best friends
Television or internet - interneeet..
Chinese Or Indian - korean xD
Wild night out or romantic night in - wild night after romantic night =))
Money or Happiness - both
Night or day - night
MSN or phone? cellphone :p

HAVE YOU?

Been caught sneaking out - never
Been skinny dipping - well, nope -.-
Bungee jumped - nope, i wish i could :D
Lied to someone you liked - yes, 'white lie' :Dv
Wanted an ex bf or gf back - no ex yet :p
Cried yourself to sleep? - umm, yeah.
Cried because you lost a pet - i was sad, but didnt cry

IN A PARTNER?

Smile or eyes - both :)
Light or dark hair - dark
Hugs or kisses - both =))
Shorter or taller - TALLER
Intelligence or attraction – both
Romantic or spontaneous - both
Funny or serious - funny :D
Confident or shy - confident
looks or charms - both

HAVE YOU?

Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yup.
Ever done drugs - 'drug' my chair? lol
Ever consumed alcohol? - mope
Ever been on a cheerleading team? - nope
Ever Been on a dance team - oh yeah
Ever been on a sports team - well.. nope.
Ever been in a drama play or production - OF COURSE :))
Ever been in a rap video? - nope

TEN LASTS?

Last phone call you made - daddy
Last time you worked - no work :p
Last person you tackled - mm, rakun? :D
Last thing you missed - mmmmm.. idk -.-
Last thing you ate - FRIED CHICKEN :3

LAST PERSON TO?

Sleep beside you? - my coward brother -.-
You went out to dinner with? - family :D
You talked on the phone to? - daddy

WOULD YOU RATHER?

Pierce your nose or tongue? - no way
Be serious or be funny? - both
Drink whole or skim milk? - mm?



ARE YOU?

Simple or complicated? - simply complicated
Retarded? - erhk --"

DO YOU PREFER?

Flowers or candy? - candy :)
Gray or black? - depends, gray is sexy i guess lol
Colour or Black and white photos? - colour
Sunrise or sunset? - sunset
Staying up late or waking up early? - staying up late so i dont need to wake up early :))

DO YOU PREFER?

Sun or moon? - stars
Winter or Summer? - winter
Left or right? - right
10acquaintances or having two best friends? - two best friends
Sun or rain? - rain
Vanilla or chocolate ice cream? - chocolate
Vodka or Jack Daniels? - mineral water :))
Nervous Habits? - umm haha
Are you double jointed? - noppee
Can you twist your tongue around and roll it? - no -.-
Can you raise one eyebrow? - nope hehe
Can You cross your eyes? - sorta
Do you make your bed daily? - nope :))

QUESTIONS?

Which shoe goes on first? - mm, right
Ever thrown something at someone? - oh yeah
On average how much money do you carry with you? - minimal 10.000 rp :D
What jewellery do you wear? - none
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? - twirl
Favorite ice cream? - mini melts :D
How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? - 2
Do you cook? - mm, yeah, egg etc haha

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU?

Had a relationship? - yup
Bought something? - yup
Sang? - yuup
Been hugged? - yup
Felt stupid? - i'm stupid.
Missed someone? - damn missed him
Kissed someone? - :Dv

LASTS?

Last car ride? - home
Last song played? - it's my life (yui)

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what should I do to control my easily-blushed-face?

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"it's been a month since you are being like this!"
"what do you want?"
"hey, I know you are tired about this, why don't you just settle for the less?"
"If I could, I would"
"what makes you couldn't do it then?"
"we both have mistakes as human being. so I wanna give some chance to not do it again."
"just it? that's nonsense!"
"nope. what have done to me, too many to tell you. that's why. at least I would give some returns first."
"haha, okay, i agree with you. but, have you ever think that being together just will make you to return something much more than over it now?"
"yes. there's another point."
"what's that?"
"feeling and trust. undoubted, i still have it. in other sides, it's frustrated me"
"oh, you kid. you are too young to talk about it."
"do you think you are mature enough to give me a lecture?"
"no. but here, I'm telling you rational things when you thinking about irrational things. Subjective and Objetive view."
"what's you purpose then?"
"to HELP you, of course"
"it won't help."
"but, right now you are thinking both of the view, right?"
"from the very long time."
"so, what you wanna do?"
"I'm not sure. Just, wait for the time when everything turns just like what I'm afraid of."
"are you ready?"
"no, but I HAVE to be ready"
"I bet you won't. prepare for tissues"
"I have many in my bedroom, and I don't need one. just a little privacy."
"so, whatcha do while waiting for the time?"
"enjoy it as much as I can."
"can you?"
"depends."
"okay. wish you all the best. wish everything changes RIGHT NOW so that 'something you are afraid of' won't come true."
"yes, I wish. thank you."

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Labels: kpop stuff, lyrics and translation

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage = root beer
2. Last phone call = mommy
3. Last text message = ra-kun *as usual*
4. Last song you listened to = SCANDAL - Namida no Regret
5. Last time you cried = last month i guess? haha.. soon maybe.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = no
7. Been cheated on = no
8. Kissed someone & regretted it =no
9. Lost someone special = no
10. Been depressed = i guess yes haha
11. Been drunk and threw up = no

FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. pink
13. baby blue
14. grey

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend = yep. a lot of friends :D
16. Fallen out of love = deeply.
17. Laughed until you cried = yeah haha..
18. Met someone who changed you = i guess.
19. Found out who your true friends were = no comment.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = yeah. a lot of rumours.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = by text? yeah :))
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = mostly.
23. How many kids do you want to have = 3 :D
24. Do you have any pets = yeah, turtle. but i guess it's dying --"
25. Do you want to change your name = yeah, with the one that sounds like korean or japanese lol
26. What did you do for your last birthday = thinking "what I wanna be"
27. What time did you wake up today = 5.30am, but sleep again -.-
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = dreaming. a nightmare i guess.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = fortunately I'm quite patient.
30. Last time you saw your Mother = several minutes ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = my bad lucks turn into good lucks :D
32. What are you listening to right now = my laptop machine's sound.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Tommy? yeah :P
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = REMEDIAL TESTS SUCKS.
35. Most visited webpage = facebook?
36. Whats your real name = claudia primasiwi
37. Nicknames = claudia, mochan, choi.
38. Relationship Status = taken.
39. Zodiac sign = scorpio
40. Male or female? = female
41. Elementary? = SD Islam Al-Fajar, Bekasi
42. Middle School = SMPN 6, Surabaya
43. High School/College = SMAN 2, Surabaya
44. Hair colour = black.
45. Long or short = medium.
46. Height = no comment --"
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = yeah.
48: What do you like about yourself? = my ability to see the problem through many perspectives. but sometimes it turns into self-conflict lol. 
49. Piercings = no.
50. Tattoos = nope.
51. Righty or lefty = righty - both maybe lol.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = never
53. First piercing = ears
54. First best friend = idk
55. First sport you joined = what's sport? lol
56. First vacation = idk :/
58. First pair of trainers = uniform's lol

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating = nope
60. Drinking = nope
61. I'm about to = sleep. it's too late
62. Listening to = nothing
63. Waiting for = miracle

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids= sure :D
65. Get Married= ofcourse xD
66. Career = owner of boutique, web designer, IT technician lol

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes? = eyes :3
68. Hugs or kisses? = hugs i guess lol
69. Shorter or taller? = taller haha
70. Older or Younger? = older :D
71. Romantic or spontaneous ? = spontaneous I guess haha..
72. Nice stomach or nice arms? = nice stomach? like Si Won ROFL
73. Sensitive or loud ? = idk
74. Hook-up or relationship? = relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant? = trouble maker maybe lol

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger? = no
77. Drank hard liquor? = no
78. Lost glasses/contacts? = no
79. Sex on first date? = no
80. Broken someone's heart? = i guess lol
81. Had your own heart broken? = yeah
82. Been arrested? = no
83. Turned someone down? = i guess lol
84. Cried when someone died? = hmm.. idk.
85. Lied to your bestfriend? = no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. Yourself? = yeah - sometimes
87. Miracles? = THAT'S WHAT I'M WAITING FOR
88. Love at first sight? = yes?
89. Heaven? = SURE :)
90. Santa Claus?= nope
91. Kiss on the first date?= what should I believe with this thing?
92. Angels? = yeah :)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time? = secret :p lol, no
95. Did you sing today? = yeah xD
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = toddler. I won't do silly things such like said: "Mom, this PIZZA tastes like BREAD, isn't it?" --"
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = 23 October 2010. 
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = no
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = no, but 100 facts :p

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dej mi trochu sluníčka, dej mi trochu deště.
Dej mi další šanci, chci vyrůst znovu.

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i've got flirt attack today.
and he must responsible because he makes me addicted to him

 

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i've just read my old magazine - Seventeen (January 2009), and found an interesting column about "Your Life: Be a Better Girl"

and I guess I will not have such this pressure again. :))

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Labels: kpop stuff, lyrics and translation

남녀공학 - 삐리뽐 빼리뽐

조금만 더 가까이 다가와봐봐 조금만 더 내맘을 다 가져봐봐

*다다다다다다 나를 따라와봐 더더더더더더 내게 미쳐봐 Baby
다다다다다 나를 가져봐봐 니가 날 원하는대로 삐리뽐 빼리뽐
아아아아아아아 삐리뽐 에에에에에에에 빼리뽐
아아아아아아아 삐리뽐 에에에에에에에에

널 처음봤을때부터 난 심장이 미쳐 날뛰더라
내 생각엔 정말 넌 다른 여자와는 차원이 달라
Halo 인사부터 할게 별로 맘에 안들어도
나로 말할것 같음 쉬운 남잔 개나줘버려

몇일을 몇날을 두고 봤지만 이러다가 나 혼자 병나
가슴이 뭔가가 걸려 탈이 난것 같아
자꾸만 심장이 뛰는게 겁나 이러다가 죽을지 몰라
불타는 맘을 알아 삐리뽐 빼리뽐
*REPEAT

넌 나의 유일한 탈출구 클럽의 여자 말구
나만을 위해 노랠 불러줄 You`re my boo
이제부터 난 너의 24시간 대기조
다른 말은 필요없어 오직 이 단어 Y.O.U

**절대로 멋대로 생각하지마 저울질이라 여기지마
난 밀고 당기는건 취미없어 In my life
그대로 내게로 지금 멈춰라 내 맘속에 돌을 던져라
흔들리는 내 맘은 삐리뽐 빼리뽐

내영혼이 미쳐 너에게 빠져 정신을 못차려 나에게 와줘 너를 보여줘
*REPEAT **REPEAT 빼리뽐

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Japanese news reading competition
I failed, haha --"
but I realized one thing that I need to take theater or vocal class to make my voice louder -.-

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お誕生日　おめでとう～＾＾

お父さんと　Miaと　Ra-Kunと　プレセントを　もらいます。

お父さんに　Nokia X5を　もらいます。
Miaに　”Rabbit　Bank”を　もらいます。

Ra-Kunに　”mini cabinet”を　もらいます。とても　可愛い　ですね♥


どうも　ありがとう　ございます～～！！！

Labels: photograph, sweet journey, 日本語

I want my name become Claudia Primasiwi, M.S.C

and then marry a man *I'd like 2 but who want to marry me, JK LOL xD*, have 3 children: 1 son and 2 twins daughter, live in the hippiest town of my dream: Tokyo!

and have my own clothing lines - 4 of them :D
and I wish I can be succeed in developing my clothing lines :)

after having such a tiring yet fun life, after finally I can send all my children to their desired university and bring them to their happily-ever-after life, I want to enjoy my retire life in the suburban of a town and have my own victorian house style.
*I know it's a dog house, but I like it! :3*

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today, Nadiah Fairuz Azzahrah a.k.a Ha-Chan and I supposed to visit the opening of Japan Contemporary Art Exhibition.
It should be held on 07.30 PM, but we didn't really sure about it, so we went there on 08.00 AM.

but yeah, it was held as should be =.=
so, we continue our journey to attend Japan Overdrive, an event that was held by Japanese lovers community in our town. but, it started at 11.00 AM. and, we were there x)
then, for the first time, we know how lucky we were, there were a 24-hours place such as McD for us to have a chit chat hahaha :))
and, it's camwhoring time :p


me, Ha-Chan

oh, and accidents happened on the man's toilet.
first, a little girl went into the man's toilet. it happened twice :O


oops, sorry girl x)

and, a boy and her mom went into the man's toilet. the little boy needed his mom when dropping.
and suddenly, another boy went into the toilet straightly.
luckily, the toilet wasn't locked. so, we had a good time there, observing people who got into the wrong toilet :P

and, continued to a department store, camwhoring in the fitting room :3



and, finally we came to Japan Overdrive.
met ra-kun there hahaha :))
no photo here, it was dark heh --'

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today, Ha-Chan and I gave our school an attack:

sudden japanese on the canteen crowd x)

both of us wore yukata *but I think it's kimono. hmm~*, and bought drinks at the canteen.

just like the spotlight spotted us, we were famous hahaha xD

left to right: me, ha-chan

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today, I have a biology observation, about osmosis and I observed onion's epidermis.
but, the one that made it fun for me is not that thing :D

using a pipette, Mia put water drops on my skin. I requested her for the pattern of the water drop

aaaand

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seriously, I just want to WRITE.
I don't care if you read this or not, none of my business.

you, yeah you.
we've been close enough for one years.
I found it nice but now, seems that you slowly but surely copying me.
well, okay, maybe you don't mean it but still..
please have your originality, ok?

first, blogging.
you started to blog - not really active I know - after listening to my teacher and I talking about blog.
maybe you were inspired by your friends, but why .....

second, asian stuff.
you join the same activity as mine, and you talked about dramas to me although I've told you thousands time I'm not into drama.

third, headset.
I know you are a kind of human who can't live without music and I know you're looking for headset.
I buy a headset and you ask me 'how was it?' I said 'fine. I love the design, not the quality'
and one day you tried on my friends and you kept ask me about it then finally bought it.

the most recent one, the printed-screen.
I printed a screen randomly, where a couple of human photos are there, and why do you did the same thing?

I know I'm cool enough for you, but gimme more space to express my self with no one copy it, please? :)

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