MOCHAN짱!

Dream Comes True

2011-08-07T19:53:00.001+07:00

Thanks a lot for my beloved daddy :)

Finally, after a very long waiting..

I have my camera :D

it's canon 600D :D

Thanks a lot daddy, kiss hug :3

I HATE HARRY POTTER!

2011-08-05T17:01:00.002+07:00

Please, never talk anything bout Harry Potter while you're with me.

SERIOUSLY.

You may say I'm a lunatic. But, I hate Harry Potter the most in this world.

Don't ask me further bout this, or I'm gonna explode.

What My Future Will Be

2011-07-28T23:45:00.009+07:00

I really really really desperately want to learn more about computer. I wish I can study at Informatics Engineering of ITB. *amiiiin*

and this is what I gonna learn 8D

Kurikulum Program Studi S1 Informatika 2003

Semester: 1

No	Kode	Nama Mata Kuliah	SKS
1	MA1122	Kalkulus I	4
2	FI1102	Fisika Dasar IB	3
3	KI1112	Kimia Dasar IB	2
4	KU1131	Olah Raga I	1
5	KU1011	Tata Tulis Karya Ilmiah	2
6	BI1001	Pengetahuan Lingkungan	2
7	IF1101	Pengantar Teknologi Informasi	2
8	IF1191	Pemrograman Web	2
Total			18

Semester: 2

No	Kode	Nama Mata Kuliah	SKS
1	MA1222	Kalkulus II	4
2	FI1202	Fisika Dasar IIB	3
3	KI1212	Kimia Dasar IIB	2
4	KU102x	Bahasa Inggris	2
5	KU12xx	Olah Raga II	1
6	IF10T1	Konsep Teknologi	2
7	IF1281	Algoritma dan Pemrograman	4
Total			18

Semester: 3

No	Kode	Nama Mata Kuliah	SKS
1	MA2132	Matriks dan Ruang Vektor	3
2	IF2101	Interaksi Manusia Komputer	2
3	IF2181	Struktur Data	3
4	IF2191	Organisasi dan Arsitektur Komputer I	3
5	IF2151	Matematika Diskrit	4
6	IF2152	Probabilitas dan Statistika	3
Total			18

Semester: 4

No	Kode	Nama Mata Kuliah	SKS
1	IF2281	Pemrograman Berorientasi Objek	4
2	IF2251	Strategi Algoritmik	2
3	IF2261	Rekayasa Perangkat Lunak	4
4	IF2291	Organisasi dan Arsitektur Komputer II	3
5	IF2252	Logika Informatik	2
6	IF2253	Otomata dan Teori Bahasa Formal	3
Total			18

Semester: 5

No	Kode	Nama Mata Kuliah	SKS
1	IF3191	Sistem Operasi	4
2	IF3111	Basis Data	3
3	IF3171	Sistem Informasi	3
4	IF3131	Inteligensi Buatan	3
5	TI4051	Manajemen Industri	2
6	KU4024	Penulisan Karya Ilmiah	3
Total			18

Semester: 6

No	Kode	Nama Mata Kuliah	SKS
1	IF3291	Jaringan Komputer dan Pengamanannya	4
2	IF3211	Sistem Basis Data	3
3	IF3292	Pemrograman Internet	2
4	IF3261	Manajemen Proyek Perangkat Lunak	2
5	IF3262	Proyek Perangkat Lunak	3
6	IF3221	Grafika Komputer	2
7	KU206x	Agama & Etika	2
Total			18

Semester: 7

No	Kode	Nama Mata Kuliah	SKS
1	IF40K1	Kerja Praktek	2
2	IF40Z1	Tugas Akhir I	3
3	XXxxxx	Pilihan	13
Total			18

Semester: 8

No	Kode	Nama Mata Kuliah	SKS
1	IF40Z2	Tugas Akhir II	3
2	IF4201	Sosioteknologi Informasi	3
3	TI4251	Kewirausahaan & Pengembangan Bisnis	3
4	KU2071	Pancasila & Kewarganegaraan	2
5	YYyyyy	Pilihan	7
Total			18

Pilihan:

No	Kode	Nama Mata Kuliah	SKS
1	IF5041	Interpretasi & Pengolahan Citra	3
2	IF5031	Sistem Berbasis Pengetahuan	3
3	IF4051	Metode Numerik	3
4	IF5051	Pemodelan dan Simulasi	3
5	IF5052	Algoritma Kombinatorial	3
6	IF5011	Basis Data Non Relasional	3
7	IF5012	Teknologi Basis Data	3
8	IF4061	Analisis & Perancangan Beriorientasi Objek	3
9	IF4071	Otomasi Kantor	2
10	IF5091	Sistem Terdistribusi	3
11	IF5092	Pemrograman Sistem	3
12	IF5093	Wireless/Mobile Computing	3
13	IF5032	Pembelajaran Mesin	3
14	IF5033	Aplikasi Inteligensi Buatan	3
15	IF5053	Teknik Kompilasi	3
16	IF5054	Kriptografi	3
17	IF5055	Sistem Temu Balik Informasi	3
18	IF5013	Teori Basis Data	3
19	IF5014	Sistem Basis Data Terdistribusi	3
20	IF4062	Rekayasa Interaksi	2
21	IF4072	Sistem Informasi Enterprise	3
22	IF5071	Rekayasa Ulang Sistem	2
23	IF5094	Sistem Multimedia	3
24	IF5001	Topik Khusus	2
Total			68

Mata Kuliah Khusus Kurikulum 2003 versi 2006:

No	Kode	Nama Mata Kuliah	SKS
1	IF1282	Dasar Pemrograman	2
2	IF2182	Algoritma dan Struktur Data	4
Total			6

just can't wait :)
while I;m waiting, I should S.T.U.D.Y H.A.R.D so I can pass the test and as preparation for future :)

alien

2011-07-19T20:51:00.000+07:00

am I the only alien living in this big earth? am I the only one who don't get excited when Harry Potter launched? am I SO different?

Desires

2011-06-07T15:19:00.002+07:00

today, I do blogwalking. it seems forever since my last time blogging :')
and, I miss it so much.
write entries, show of my stuff, personalized my own blog, exchange links, take and give useful information, keep in touch with friends, and lotta more to do!
I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT TO HAVE A COMEBACK.
see ya soon :)

Someday

2011-05-17T20:03:00.001+07:00

I hope this tears will stop running someday
Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears
When I feel that I’m getting tired of looking me exhausted,

I want to give all my dreams I’ve kept hard
every time I feel that I’m lacking in many things more than I have
I lost strength in my legs and drop down

I hope this tears will stop running someday
Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

Everyday I hold out comforting myself “it’ll be alright”
But it makes me afraid little by little
I tell myself to believe in myself, but I don’t
Now I don’t know how longer I can hold out
But wait it’ll come
Although the night is long, the sun comes up
Someday my painful heart will get well
I hope it helps me now.
I hope the God will help me
I don’t have enough confidence more and more to overcome myself
I hope this tears will stop running someday
Someday after this darkness clear up
I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears
But wait it’ll come
Although the night is long, the sun comes up
Someday my painful heart will get well

Someday… Someday…

Venus and Mars

2011-03-27T15:53:00.002+07:00

my teacher status:

The simplest way to understand the different way of thinking about men and women can be learned from Bruno Mars' "Just The Way You Are" and Avril Lavigne's "I Love You". If you're sharp enough and can read between the lines, you'll know the difference.

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Avril Lavigne - I Love You

La la, la la la la
La la, la la la

I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your sty-yle
But that's not why I love you

And I, I like the way
You're such a sta-ar
But that's not why I love you

Hey, do you feel
Do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you

Being you, just you
Yeah the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

La la, la la la la
La la, la la la

I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that's not why I love you
And how you keep your cool when I'm complicated
But that's not why I love you

Hey-y, do you feel
Do you feel me?
Do you feel what I feel too?
Do you need, do you need me?
Do you need me?

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
And I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you

Being you, just you
Yeah the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

Oh-h-h, oh-h-h-h
Even though we didn't make it through
I am always here for you
Yeah-h-h

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you

Being you, just you
Yeah the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

2011-02-05T14:17:00.002+07:00

ARE YOU?

Are you single - nope
Are you happy - yup
Are you bored - kinda
Are you naked - nope, not yet :p
Are you a blonde - nope
Are you moody - sorta
Are you a lover or a hater - both
Are you hot or cold - damn hot lol
Are you eating- nope
Are you sad - mm, idk haha

WHATS YOUR?

Name - claudia
Nicknames – mochan, choi
Any birth marks - yep.
Natural hair color - black
Eye color - deep brown
Height - 150 T.T
Mood - stable
Favorite colour - depends, mostly baby pink
One place you want to visit - SEOUL

DO YOU?

Do you believe in love at first sight - umm, idk
Do you believe in soul mates - yup.
Have you ever been hurt emotionally - well yeah, as human being
Have you ever broke someone’s heart? - i guess so hehe
Have you ever liked someone but never told them? - yup.
Are you afraid of commitment? - nope
Who was the last person you hugged? - mm? heather?
Who was the last person you said "i love you" to? - rakun :D

WHAT ONE?

Love or lust - love
Cats or dogs - cat :3
Few best friends or many regular friends? - few best friends
Television or internet - interneeet..
Chinese Or Indian - korean xD
Wild night out or romantic night in - wild night after romantic night =))
Money or Happiness - both
Night or day - night
MSN or phone? cellphone :p

HAVE YOU?

Been caught sneaking out - never
Been skinny dipping - well, nope -.-
Bungee jumped - nope, i wish i could :D
Lied to someone you liked - yes, 'white lie' :Dv
Wanted an ex bf or gf back - no ex yet :p
Cried yourself to sleep? - umm, yeah.
Cried because you lost a pet - i was sad, but didnt cry

IN A PARTNER?

Smile or eyes - both :)
Light or dark hair - dark
Hugs or kisses - both =))
Shorter or taller - TALLER
Intelligence or attraction – both
Romantic or spontaneous - both
Funny or serious - funny :D
Confident or shy - confident
looks or charms - both

HAVE YOU?

Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yup.
Ever done drugs - 'drug' my chair? lol
Ever consumed alcohol? - mope
Ever been on a cheerleading team? - nope
Ever Been on a dance team - oh yeah
Ever been on a sports team - well.. nope.
Ever been in a drama play or production - OF COURSE :))
Ever been in a rap video? - nope

TEN LASTS?

Last phone call you made - daddy
Last time you worked - no work :p
Last person you tackled - mm, rakun? :D
Last thing you missed - mmmmm.. idk -.-
Last thing you ate - FRIED CHICKEN :3

LAST PERSON TO?

Sleep beside you? - my coward brother -.-
You went out to dinner with? - family :D
You talked on the phone to? - daddy

WOULD YOU RATHER?

Pierce your nose or tongue? - no way
Be serious or be funny? - both
Drink whole or skim milk? - mm?

ARE YOU?

Simple or complicated? - simply complicated
Retarded? - erhk --"

DO YOU PREFER?

Flowers or candy? - candy :)
Gray or black? - depends, gray is sexy i guess lol
Colour or Black and white photos? - colour
Sunrise or sunset? - sunset
Staying up late or waking up early? - staying up late so i dont need to wake up early :))

DO YOU PREFER?

Sun or moon? - stars
Winter or Summer? - winter
Left or right? - right
10acquaintances or having two best friends? - two best friends
Sun or rain? - rain
Vanilla or chocolate ice cream? - chocolate
Vodka or Jack Daniels? - mineral water :))
Nervous Habits? - umm haha
Are you double jointed? - noppee
Can you twist your tongue around and roll it? - no -.-
Can you raise one eyebrow? - nope hehe
Can You cross your eyes? - sorta
Do you make your bed daily? - nope :))

QUESTIONS?

Which shoe goes on first? - mm, right
Ever thrown something at someone? - oh yeah
On average how much money do you carry with you? - minimal 10.000 rp :D
What jewellery do you wear? - none
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? - twirl
Favorite ice cream? - mini melts :D
How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? - 2
Do you cook? - mm, yeah, egg etc haha

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU?

Had a relationship? - yup
Bought something? - yup
Sang? - yuup
Been hugged? - yup
Felt stupid? - i'm stupid.
Missed someone? - damn missed him
Kissed someone? - :Dv

LASTS?

Last car ride? - home
Last song played? - it's my life (yui)

shame

2010-12-27T17:23:00.000+07:00

what should I do to control my easily-blushed-face?

STFU

2010-12-20T11:30:00.000+07:00

"it's been a month since you are being like this!"
"what do you want?"
"hey, I know you are tired about this, why don't you just settle for the less?"
"If I could, I would"
"what makes you couldn't do it then?"
"we both have mistakes as human being. so I wanna give some chance to not do it again."
"just it? that's nonsense!"
"nope. what have done to me, too many to tell you. that's why. at least I would give some returns first."
"haha, okay, i agree with you. but, have you ever think that being together just will make you to return something much more than over it now?"
"yes. there's another point."
"what's that?"
"feeling and trust. undoubted, i still have it. in other sides, it's frustrated me"
"oh, you kid. you are too young to talk about it."
"do you think you are mature enough to give me a lecture?"
"no. but here, I'm telling you rational things when you thinking about irrational things. Subjective and Objetive view."
"what's you purpose then?"
"to HELP you, of course"
"it won't help."
"but, right now you are thinking both of the view, right?"
"from the very long time."
"so, what you wanna do?"
"I'm not sure. Just, wait for the time when everything turns just like what I'm afraid of."
"are you ready?"
"no, but I HAVE to be ready"
"I bet you won't. prepare for tissues"
"I have many in my bedroom, and I don't need one. just a little privacy."
"so, whatcha do while waiting for the time?"
"enjoy it as much as I can."
"can you?"
"depends."
"okay. wish you all the best. wish everything changes RIGHT NOW so that 'something you are afraid of' won't come true."
"yes, I wish. thank you."

247 (Feat. 아이유) - 세개의 시선

2010-12-19T15:21:00.002+07:00

247 (Feat. 아이유) - 세개의 시선

twenty four seven
everyday i ring for you (oh)
to me a heaven
everynight dream of you (oh)
twenty four seven
everyday i ring for you (oh)
to real present
just can let`s you go

스물네시간 하고 또 일곱날을
아무 대책도 없이 난 이러고 있어
아주 사소한 말다툼에 나도 모르게
헤어지자고 말해 버린거야
열한 자리 번호에 내 운명을 걸었어
제발 받아줘

twenty four seven
everyday i ring for you (oh)
to me a heaven
everynight dream of you (oh)
twenty four seven
everyday i ring for you (oh)
to real present
just can let`s you go

자존심으론 누구 못지 않은 널
돌이키는게 쉽지 않은걸 알아
너를 그렇게 보내는게 아니었는데
다시 한번만 내게 기회를 줘
열한 자리 번호에 내 운명을 걸었어
제발 받아줘

twenty four seven
everyday i ring for you (oh)
to me a heaven
everynight dream of you (oh)
twenty four seven
everyday i ring for you (oh)
to real present
just can let`s you go

너를 사랑해
너여야만 해

twenty four seven
everyday i ring for you (everyday evrynight )
to me a heaven
everynight dream of you (everynight dream of you)

twenty four seven
everyday i ring for you (everyday evrynight)
to real present
just can let`s you go

twenty four seven
everyday i ring for you (iu)
to me a heaven (to me a heaven)
everynight dream of you (everyday evrynight )

twenty four seven
everyday i ring for you (everyday evrynight )
to real present
just can let`s you go

100 Facts

2010-12-19T00:50:00.003+07:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage = root beer
2. Last phone call = mommy
3. Last text message = ra-kun *as usual*
4. Last song you listened to = SCANDAL - Namida no Regret
5. Last time you cried = last month i guess? haha.. soon maybe.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = no
7. Been cheated on = no
8. Kissed someone & regretted it =no
9. Lost someone special = no
10. Been depressed = i guess yes haha
11. Been drunk and threw up = no

FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. pink
13. baby blue
14. grey

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend = yep. a lot of friends :D
16. Fallen out of love = deeply.
17. Laughed until you cried = yeah haha..
18. Met someone who changed you = i guess.
19. Found out who your true friends were = no comment.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = yeah. a lot of rumours.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = by text? yeah :))
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = mostly.
23. How many kids do you want to have = 3 :D
24. Do you have any pets = yeah, turtle. but i guess it's dying --"
25. Do you want to change your name = yeah, with the one that sounds like korean or japanese lol
26. What did you do for your last birthday = thinking "what I wanna be"
27. What time did you wake up today = 5.30am, but sleep again -.-
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = dreaming. a nightmare i guess.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = fortunately I'm quite patient.
30. Last time you saw your Mother = several minutes ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = my bad lucks turn into good lucks :D
32. What are you listening to right now = my laptop machine's sound.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Tommy? yeah :P
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = REMEDIAL TESTS SUCKS.
35. Most visited webpage = facebook?
36. Whats your real name = claudia primasiwi
37. Nicknames = claudia, mochan, choi.
38. Relationship Status = taken.
39. Zodiac sign = scorpio
40. Male or female? = female
41. Elementary? = SD Islam Al-Fajar, Bekasi
42. Middle School = SMPN 6, Surabaya
43. High School/College = SMAN 2, Surabaya
44. Hair colour = black.
45. Long or short = medium.
46. Height = no comment --"
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = yeah.
48: What do you like about yourself? = my ability to see the problem through many perspectives. but sometimes it turns into self-conflict lol.
49. Piercings = no.
50. Tattoos = nope.
51. Righty or lefty = righty - both maybe lol.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = never
53. First piercing = ears
54. First best friend = idk
55. First sport you joined = what's sport? lol
56. First vacation = idk :/
58. First pair of trainers = uniform's lol

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating = nope
60. Drinking = nope
61. I'm about to = sleep. it's too late
62. Listening to = nothing
63. Waiting for = miracle

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids= sure :D
65. Get Married= ofcourse xD
66. Career = owner of boutique, web designer, IT technician lol

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes? = eyes :3
68. Hugs or kisses? = hugs i guess lol
69. Shorter or taller? = taller haha
70. Older or Younger? = older :D
71. Romantic or spontaneous ? = spontaneous I guess haha..
72. Nice stomach or nice arms? = nice stomach? like Si Won ROFL
73. Sensitive or loud ? = idk
74. Hook-up or relationship? = relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant? = trouble maker maybe lol

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger? = no
77. Drank hard liquor? = no
78. Lost glasses/contacts? = no
79. Sex on first date? = no
80. Broken someone's heart? = i guess lol
81. Had your own heart broken? = yeah
82. Been arrested? = no
83. Turned someone down? = i guess lol
84. Cried when someone died? = hmm.. idk.
85. Lied to your bestfriend? = no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. Yourself? = yeah - sometimes
87. Miracles? = THAT'S WHAT I'M WAITING FOR
88. Love at first sight? = yes?
89. Heaven? = SURE :)
90. Santa Claus?= nope
91. Kiss on the first date?= what should I believe with this thing?
92. Angels? = yeah :)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time? = secret :p lol, no
95. Did you sing today? = yeah xD
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = toddler. I won't do silly things such like said: "Mom, this PIZZA tastes like BREAD, isn't it?" --"
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = 23 October 2010.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = no
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = no, but 100 facts :p

boj!

2010-12-16T18:31:00.000+07:00

dej mi trochu sluníčka, dej mi trochu deště.
Dej mi další šanci, chci vyrůst znovu.

Flirt Attack

2010-12-12T19:04:00.005+07:00

i've got flirt attack today.
and he must responsible because he makes me addicted to him

I'm a Better Girl!

2010-12-12T10:18:00.002+07:00

i've just read my old magazine - Seventeen (January 2009), and found an interesting column about "Your Life: Be a Better Girl"

and I guess I will not have such this pressure again. :))

Co-Ed School - Bbiribbom Bberibbom Lyrics and Translation

2010-12-07T00:34:00.004+07:00

LYRICS

조금만 더 가까이 다가와봐봐
조금만 더 내맘을 다 가져봐봐

[*]
다다다다다다
나를 따라와봐
더더더더더더
내게 미쳐봐 Baby
다다다다다
나를 가져봐봐
니가 날 원하는대로 삐리뽐 빼리뽐

[**]
아아아아아아아 삐리뽐
에에에에에에에 빼리뽐
아아아아아아아 삐리뽐
에에에에에에에 ~

널 처음봤을때부터 난
심장이 미쳐 날뛰더라
내 생각엔 정말 넌 다른 여자와는 차원이 달라
Halo 인사부터 할게 별로 맘에 안들어도
나로 말할것 같음 쉬운 남잔 개나줘버려
몇일을 몇날을 두고 봤지만 이러다가 나 혼자 병나
가슴이 뭔가가 걸려 탈이 난것 같아
자꾸만 심장이 뛰는게 겁나 이러다가 죽을지 몰라
불타는 맘을 알아 삐리뽐 빼리뽐

REPEAT [*]
REPEAT [**]

넌 나의 유일한 탈출구 클럽의 여자 말구
나만을 위해 노랠 불러줄 You're my boo
이제부터 난 너의 24시간 대기조
다른 말은 필요없어 오직 이 단어 Y.O.U

[***]
절대로 멋대로 생각하지마 저울질이라 여기지마
난 밀고 당기는건 취미없어 In my life
그대로 내게로 지금 멈춰라 내 맘속에 돌을 던져라
흔들리는 내 맘은 삐리뽐 빼리뽐

내영혼이 미쳐 너에게 빠져
정신을 못차려
나에게 와줘 너를 보여줘

REPEAT [*]
REPEAT [**] synced with [***]

빼리뽐

ROMANIZATION

jogeumman deo gakkai dagawabwabwa
jogeumman deo naemameul da gajyeobwabwa

[*]
Dah dah dah dah dah dah
nareul ttarawabwa
Deoh deoh deoh deoh deoh deoh
naege michyeobwa Baby
Dah dah dah dah dah dah
nareul gajyeobwabwa
niga nal wonhaneundaero bbiribbom bberibbom

[**]
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah bbiribbom
eh eh eh eh eh eh eh bberibbom
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah bbiribbom
eh eh eh eh eh eh eh ~

neol cheoeumbwasseulttaebuteo nan
simjangi michyeo nalttwideora
nae saenggagen jeongmal neon dareun yeojawaneun chawoni dalla
Halo insabuteo halge byeollo mame andeureodo
naro malhalgeot gateum swiun namjan gaenajwobeoryeo
myeochireul myeotnareul dugo bwatjiman ireodaga na honja byeongna
gaseumi mwongaga geollyeo tari nangeot gata
jakkuman simjangi ttwineunge geomna ireodaga jugeulji molla
bultaneun mameul ara bbiribbom bberibbom

REPEAT [*]
REPEAT [**]

neon naui yuilhan talchulgu keulleobui yeoja malgu
namaneul wihae norael bulleojul You're my boo
ijebuteo nan neoui 24sigan daegijo
dareun mareun pillyoeobseo ojik i daneo Y.O.U

[***]
jeoldaero meotdaero saenggakhajima jeouljirira yeogijima
nan milgo danggineungeon chwimieobseo In my life
geudaero naegero jigeum meomchwora nae mamsoge doreul deonjyeora
heundeullineun nae mameun bbiribbom bberibbom

naeyeonghoni michyeo neoege ppajyeo
jeongsineul motcharyeo
naege wajwo neoreul boyeojwo

REPEAT [*]
REPEAT [**] synced with [***]

bberibbom

TRANSLATION

Come just a little closer
just a little more, take all of my heart

[*]
Dah dah dah dah dah dah
Follow me
more more more more more more
Be crazy for me Baby
Dah dah dah dah dah dah
Have me You bbiribbom bbaeribbom as I desire

[**]
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah bbiribbom
eh eh eh eh eh eh eh bberibbom
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah bbiribbom
eh eh eh eh eh eh eh ~

From the first time I saw you, my heart raged
In my thoughts, really, you with other women is on another level
Halo I'll do it from the greeting, I don't particularly like it either
As I said, like an easy man giving away a dog
I watched like this for several days
but at this rate, I'll be alone and sick
Something is caught in my heart and it feels like I'm sick
My heart always beats in a way that I'm afraid;
at this rate I don't know if I'll die
I know your burning heart bbiribbom bbaeribbom

REPEAT [*]
REPEAT [**]

You're my only escape; stop with the club's girls
Sing only for my sake You're my boo
From now on, I'm your 24 hour standby
No need for other words, only this word: Y.O.U

[***]
Definitely don't think as you please, compare and consider
I'm pushing and pulling, there is no interest in my life
As it is, stop coming to me now; Throw rocks at my heart
My shaking heart bbiribbom bbaeribbom

My soul is crazy, falling for you
can't come to my senses
come to me, show yourself to me

REPEAT [*]
REPEAT [**] synced with [***]

bberibbom

남녀공학 - 삐리뽐 빼리뽐

2010-11-20T18:39:00.002+07:00

남녀공학 - 삐리뽐 빼리뽐

조금만 더 가까이 다가와봐봐 조금만 더 내맘을 다 가져봐봐

*다다다다다다 나를 따라와봐 더더더더더더 내게 미쳐봐 Baby
다다다다다 나를 가져봐봐 니가 날 원하는대로 삐리뽐 빼리뽐
아아아아아아아 삐리뽐 에에에에에에에 빼리뽐
아아아아아아아 삐리뽐 에에에에에에에에

널 처음봤을때부터 난 심장이 미쳐 날뛰더라
내 생각엔 정말 넌 다른 여자와는 차원이 달라
Halo 인사부터 할게 별로 맘에 안들어도
나로 말할것 같음 쉬운 남잔 개나줘버려

몇일을 몇날을 두고 봤지만 이러다가 나 혼자 병나
가슴이 뭔가가 걸려 탈이 난것 같아
자꾸만 심장이 뛰는게 겁나 이러다가 죽을지 몰라
불타는 맘을 알아 삐리뽐 빼리뽐
*REPEAT

넌 나의 유일한 탈출구 클럽의 여자 말구
나만을 위해 노랠 불러줄 You`re my boo
이제부터 난 너의 24시간 대기조
다른 말은 필요없어 오직 이 단어 Y.O.U

**절대로 멋대로 생각하지마 저울질이라 여기지마
난 밀고 당기는건 취미없어 In my life
그대로 내게로 지금 멈춰라 내 맘속에 돌을 던져라
흔들리는 내 맘은 삐리뽐 빼리뽐

내영혼이 미쳐 너에게 빠져 정신을 못차려 나에게 와줘 너를 보여줘
*REPEAT **REPEAT 빼리뽐

Espiritus Peladores :)

2010-11-04T21:58:00.000+07:00

Japanese news reading competition
I failed, haha --"
but I realized one thing that I need to take theater or vocal class to make my voice louder -.-

プレセント♥

2010-10-24T01:20:00.004+07:00

お誕生日　おめでとう～＾＾

お父さんと　Miaと　Ra-Kunと　プレセントを　もらいます。

お父さんに　Nokia X5を　もらいます。
Miaに　”Rabbit　Bank”を　もらいます。

Ra-Kunに　”mini cabinet”を　もらいます。とても　可愛い　ですね♥

どうも　ありがとう　ございます～～！！！

What I Wanna Be

2010-10-16T15:52:00.002+07:00

I want my name become Claudia Primasiwi, M.S.C

and then marry a man *I'd like 2 but who want to marry me, JK LOL xD*, have 3 children: 1 son and 2 twins daughter, live in the hippiest town of my dream: Tokyo!

and have my own clothing lines - 4 of them :D
and I wish I can be succeed in developing my clothing lines :)

after having such a tiring yet fun life, after finally I can send all my children to their desired university and bring them to their happily-ever-after life, I want to enjoy my retire life in the suburban of a town and have my own victorian house style.
*I know it's a dog house, but I like it! :3*

Crappy LOL

2010-09-26T23:35:00.004+07:00

today, Nadiah Fairuz Azzahrah a.k.a Ha-Chan and I supposed to visit the opening of Japan Contemporary Art Exhibition.
It should be held on 07.30 PM, but we didn't really sure about it, so we went there on 08.00 AM.

but yeah, it was held as should be =.=
so, we continue our journey to attend Japan Overdrive, an event that was held by Japanese lovers community in our town. but, it started at 11.00 AM. and, we were there x)
then, for the first time, we know how lucky we were, there were a 24-hours place such as McD for us to have a chit chat hahaha :))
and, it's camwhoring time :p

me, Ha-Chan

oh, and accidents happened on the man's toilet.
first, a little girl went into the man's toilet. it happened twice :O

oops, sorry girl x)

and, a boy and her mom went into the man's toilet. the little boy needed his mom when dropping.
and suddenly, another boy went into the toilet straightly.
luckily, the toilet wasn't locked. so, we had a good time there, observing people who got into the wrong toilet :P

and, continued to a department store, camwhoring in the fitting room :3

and, finally we came to Japan Overdrive.
met ra-kun there hahaha :))
no photo here, it was dark heh --'

Sudden Japan!

2010-09-24T23:20:00.000+07:00

today, Ha-Chan and I gave our school an attack:

sudden japanese on the canteen crowd x)

both of us wore yukata *but I think it's kimono. hmm~*, and bought drinks at the canteen.

just like the spotlight spotted us, we were famous hahaha xD

left to right: me, ha-chan

Technostress

2010-09-03T12:36:00.002+07:00

Main Entry:

technostress
Part of Speech:

n
Definition:

a feeling of anxiety or mental pressure from overexposure or involvement with (computer) technology
Usage:

computing

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/technostress

once, while doing argumentative essay about drawbacks of technology, my friend told about technostress.

in other way, technostress can be defined as mental disorder because too much dealing with computer such as we become more impatient because of internet's slow connection.

well, I'm afflicted technostress then, help! ._.

Fun Observation :D

2010-08-31T18:04:00.004+07:00

today, I have a biology observation, about osmosis and I observed onion's epidermis.
but, the one that made it fun for me is not that thing :D

using a pipette, Mia put water drops on my skin. I requested her for the pattern of the water drop

aaaand

read: ra-kun
:D

Try to Follow Me?

2010-08-29T00:02:00.002+07:00

seriously, I just want to WRITE.
I don't care if you read this or not, none of my business.

you, yeah you.
we've been close enough for one years.
I found it nice but now, seems that you slowly but surely copying me.
well, okay, maybe you don't mean it but still..
please have your originality, ok?

first, blogging.
you started to blog - not really active I know - after listening to my teacher and I talking about blog.
maybe you were inspired by your friends, but why .....

second, asian stuff.
you join the same activity as mine, and you talked about dramas to me although I've told you thousands time I'm not into drama.

third, headset.
I know you are a kind of human who can't live without music and I know you're looking for headset.
I buy a headset and you ask me 'how was it?' I said 'fine. I love the design, not the quality'
and one day you tried on my friends and you kept ask me about it then finally bought it.

the most recent one, the printed-screen.
I printed a screen randomly, where a couple of human photos are there, and why do you did the same thing?

I know I'm cool enough for you, but gimme more space to express my self with no one copy it, please? :)

It's Winter

2010-08-26T18:54:00.002+07:00

to be true, it's dry season now in Indonesia haha xD

today, I drew an illustration about winter.

well, it's kinda like me :D

pink headphone, medium hair, and the fringe!

this is the best that I've ever made *crap lol xD*

I'm Not Okay

2010-08-26T04:05:00.005+07:00

I'm not okay, and not getting well :(

it seems happens every month in several days, but I don't know more.
I thought it was PMS, but I think I'm wrong.

It feels like everything just change for me, but I'm the one changing.

It is awkward to start a conversation, so I become strangely quiet these days.
Since I become strangely quiet, people will think that I'm not in a mood.
so, they won't mingle with me, and I feel lonely, and that feeling become worse :(

and when people talk rude to me, I also do the same thing to everyone doing it - include my mom :(
I know it's not good, but I can't control my anger in this phase.

Trivia About Jong Hoon :D

2010-08-25T15:00:00.003+07:00

I saw Jong Hoon's updates on his twitter :D

he is using iPhone~~~~~ :3

Gogogogogogogo. Public !!!!! Gooooooooh oh oh oh
about 9 hours ago via twtkr

Today FTIsland 2nd mini album 'beautiful journey' release :) !!!!

about 9 hours ago via twtkr

아 픈 할머니와 할아버지를 모시고 어렵게 살아가는 해미, 해수 자매를 위해 FT아일랜드가 <깜짝 희망나눔콘서트>를 펼칩니다. 함께 하실 분들은 8/27(금) 오후6시까지 여의도 플로팅스테이지 앞으로 모여주세요! 기다릴게요♡(바자회 기부물품 환영^^)

about 24 hours ago via twtkr

Extra Curricular Demonstration

2010-08-18T13:20:00.002+07:00

taken on July 17th 2010 on extra curricular demonstration at my school.
my extra curricular activity called SAKURA (Smada Japan Kurabu), learning about Japan, not only the language, but also the cultures.
so, we showed a dance named 'Yosakoi"

dance..

dance...

when strolling around the field to promote our activity
I'm the one in uniform :D

I'm Gonna Crazy

2010-08-10T00:01:00.004+07:00

written at Sunday, 8 August 2010, 10:21:00 PM
I played ameba pico on facebook, and Ra-Kun made an account there recently.
when we were on the beach, a female pico suddenly approached him and gave him a flirt attack - I guess --'
and Ra-Kun left her, went to Sunset Beach, if I'm not mistaken.
then, I decided to stay there for a while.
and she approached me, told me that she gonna stab a knife on me, told me he's hers, and I just answer 'whatever. I'll go to somewhere near my bf'
and she stalked us -.-
she continued bullied me, she said that she will grab me, and throws me on the air.
and I told her directly: stop bully me T.T
and well, she treats quite nice now :)

and I guess I'm wrong -.-
she deleted me from the buddy list, but she didn't delete Ra-Kun.
jealous? lil bit *hey, i confessed it!* -.-
but, how does it feel to be deleted by a stranger?
wicked stranger?

i don't know why I became more sensitive now.
when Ra-Kun asked me to follow him to Beach Sunset, I saw her.
and suddenly she said stalker.
I guess it's for me :(

N-E-V-E-R-M-I-N-D
*try to entertain my self*

so, Ra-Kun bought Yukata on Pico
and I took our char photograph haha :D

cute :3

so, I guess that's all.
aaah, she makes me lost my appetite on gaming --'

Welcome, Ra-Chan :3

2010-08-09T23:32:00.003+07:00

well, we will not meet for more than a months.
because of ehhmmmm... fasting month :D

and, Ra-Kun gave this to accompany me while he isn't around *he said like that*

so, please welcome Ra-Chan ~~~~

the mommy called Ra-Chan and the child called Ichi keke x)

so, from now on, I have to hug 3 bears in one time while sleeping, Tiamo, Ra-Chan, and Ichi.
and if I found Irekaeru, It'll be 4.
Big hugs from mama~ LOL x)

Random

2010-08-08T22:21:00.002+07:00

well, I just wanna write :)

my MP4 player broke :(
I put it in my bag, and i didn't know why suddenly the LCD became white.
I guess something hard crashed it.
It still produces sound but, yeah T.T

I was reminded that I've promised my self when I'm 17, I have to be able to speak Korean fluently.
I'm 15, turning 16 this October.
I have only 1 year to make it true.
hwaiting, ne~ ^^

I played ameba pico on facebook, and Ra-Kun made an account there recently.
when we were on the beach, a female pico suddenly approached him and gave him a flirt attack - I guess --'
and Ra-Kun left her, went to Sunset Beach, if I'm not mistaken.
then, I decided to stay there for a while.
and she approached me, told me that she gonna stab a knife on me, told me he's hers, and I just answer 'whatever. I'll go to somewhere near my bf'
and she stalked us -.-
she continued bullied me, she said that she will grab me, and throws me on the air.
and I told her directly: stop bully me T.T
and well, she treats quite nice now :)

anyway, when I turned my laptop on, it was charging.
suddenly there was a flame on the charger. I guess it was short circuiting.
ewww...
so I pull the charger off from the socket.
pheeeeewwww~

another person told me that I'm only a little child.
what the ****..
well, I don't really like it because I think they're underestimating child.
and, I don't like to be underestimated.
so, stop calling me a little child, please -.-

there was an issue that the first daily test of physics will be hold tomorrow.
I haven't study.
I'm not in the mood.
and the teachers, both of them are so.....
well, just guess what --'

okay, I'm gonna sleep now.
I know I've been sleeping for more than 10 hours today.
but, if I don't sleep, I won't be able to concentrate to the lesson -___-

goodnight, folks :)

:)

2010-08-06T20:29:00.005+07:00

きょう　わたしは　Ra-Kun と　Deltaへ　いきます。
today I go to Delta Plaza with Ra-Kun.
stroll around, and webcaming ;)

what's that glare? --'

our happiest face :P

eww..

well... yeah -.-

kkk...

we know that we're damn hawt ;P

my faveeeeee ♥

lazy.. and stuck - no idea

purely accidental shoot ;)

raaawwwrrr

and the most disgusting one..

okay. that's all for now :)

This Thursday

2010-08-05T15:32:00.002+07:00

bunch of thanks to dearest Ra-Kun for his time today accompanying me looking for my mom's birthday present :)

it's damn fuckin hot today and he doesn't feel well but he comess
just like a lantern in the dark lol xDD

どうも　ありがとう　ございました。
：D

Monday Kiz - Going Crazy (ft. V.O.S)

2010-08-03T23:31:00.004+07:00

found it on the top of M.Net Chart Week 30.
no lyrics and translation found in jpopasia.com
and I'm gonna share it here hohoho..
but I can't translate it --' just translate it through google translate if you want ;P
CMIIW :)

Monday Kiz - Going Crazy (ft. V.O.S)

알아.. 너에게 난 아니라는 걸.. 눈에 찰 리 없다는 걸..
ara.. neoyege nan aniraneun geol.. nune challi eobtaneungeol..
언제나 내 자린 한걸음 뒤란 걸..
eonjena nae jarin han geol eum dwiran geol..

애써 고개를 돌려도 왜 늘 내 눈길은 너에게 가 있는 건지..
esseo gogaereul dolryeo do wae neul nae nungileun neyege ga itneun geonji...
안되는데 이럼 안되는데 내 맘이 맘대로 잘 안돼..
andweneunde il reom andweneunde nae mam i mamdaero jal andwe..

미치겠다 미치겠다 자꾸 가슴 아파 미치겠다..
michigetda michigetda jakku gaseum apa michigetda..
보고 싶어서 울고 싶어서 내 심장이 글썽거려..
bogoshipeoseo ulgoshipeoseo nae simjangi geulsseong goryeo..

아무리 외쳐도 나 외쳐봐도 내 맘 넌 듣지 못하는데..
amuri wi chyeodo na wi chyeobwado nae mam neon deutji mothaneunde..
알면서도 난 바보 같은 난 너 하나만 사랑해서 정말 미치겠다..
almyeonseodo babo gateun nan neo hanaman saranghaeseo jeongmal michigetda..
이미 누군가 니 곁에 있는 게.. 그걸 지켜본다는 게..
imi nugunga ni gyeole itneunge.. geugeol jikyeobondaneun ge..
얼마나 잔인한 일인지 넌 몰라..
eolmana jinihan il inji neon molla..
이젠 지칠 법 한데도 왜 늘 그리움은 온종일 쉬지도 않니..
ijen jichil beob handedo wae neul geuriumeun onjongil swijido anni..
멈추래도 그만 멈추래도 내 말은 도무지 안 들어..
meomchuraedo geuman meomchuraedo nae maleun domuji an deuleo
미치겠다 미치겠다 자꾸 가슴 아파 미치겠다..
michigetda michigetda jakku gaseum apa michigetda..
보고 싶어서 울고 싶어서 내 심장이 글썽거려..
bogoshipeoseo ulgo shipeoseo nae shimjangi geulsseong georyeo..
아무리 외쳐도 나 외쳐봐도 내 맘 넌 듣지 못하는데..
amuri wichyeodo na whichyeobwado nae mam neon deudji mothaneunde..
알면서도 난 바보 같은 난 너 하나만 사랑해서 정말 미치겠다..
almyeonsyeodo nan babo gateun nan neo hanaman saranghaeseo jeongmal michigetda..

죽어도 안되겠니.. 늘 니 뒤에 서있잖아..
jukeodo andwegetni.. neul ni dwiyeseo seoitjanha..
나를 돌아봐 제발 돌아봐.. 한번만..
nareul dorabwa jebal dorabwa.. hanbeonman..
사랑해 널 사랑해.. 지금 니 곁에 그 사람보다..
saranghaeneol saranghae.. jigeum ni gyeoteun ge saramboda..

한마디만 한마디만 들려주고 싶어 미치겠다..
hanmadiman hanmadiman deulryeojugo shipeo michigetda..
하지 못한 말 사랑한단 말.. 눈물 되어 흘러 넘쳐..
haji mothanmal saranghandanmal.. nunmul dweyeo heulleo neomchyeo..
아무리 잊어도 널 잊어봐도 여전히 내겐 너뿐인데..
amuri ijeodo neol ijeobwado yeojeonhi naegen neoppun inde..
눈뜰 때마다 숨쉴 때마다 무작정 니가 보고 싶어 정말 미치겠다..
nundeul daemada sumswil daemada mujakjeong niga bogoshipeo jeongmal michigetda..
정말 미치겠다..
jeongmal michigetda..

credits: http://gasazip.com/392447

Welcome Home, Pinky!

2010-08-02T17:47:00.004+07:00

finally I've got my MixStyle headphone after waiting for about 2 months --'

I asked my friend to order it online on June, but he always forgot to bring it -____-

here you go! :D

pink star mixstyle :3

much cheaper than I imagined.

I found the first store on facebook, it's quite expensive - IDR 145,000 , shipping excluded.

and he ordered at kaskus, only IDR 85,000 , shipping excluded.

well, it's not original, but the bass is fascinating.

if I buy the original it could be a half million -___-

IMU

2010-07-29T20:12:00.001+07:00

今　８時　です。　
彼は　どこ　ですか。：（

：）

2010-07-29T16:57:00.001+07:00

きのう　かれは　SMADAへ　きました。　：３

Ayumi Hamasaki - Moon

2010-07-25T16:41:00.003+07:00

I saw her song on the top oricon chart.
I tried to find it but it was hard T____T
and finally found it on megaupload :))

Ayumi Hamasaki - Moon

Kanji
僕達が出逢った夜は喧騒の中に紛れて
夢とリアルを行き来しながら幻のように消えてった
あの日の月は遠すぎて記憶も曖昧なままで
君の姿はぼやけてたから忘れられるはずだったんだ

傷つけた心が初めて見せた涙を
この手でそっと拭う勇気もなくってごめんね

ねぇ優しい歌を君にあげるよ
永遠を永遠に信じられる様に
だからもうそんなに悲しい瞳で
震える声で聞かないで
「愛してる？」

手を伸ばせば届きそうな月をふたりで見上げたね
綺麗すぎて苦しかったから泣き出しそうになってたんだ

目を閉じて誓った祈りが叶うのならば
もうそれ以上他には何もなんにもいらない

ねぇ優しい歌を君にあげるよ
永遠を永遠に信じられる様に
だからどうか君は笑っていて
幸せだよと聞かせて
もう一度

ねぇ優しい歌を君にあげるよ
永遠を永遠に信じられる様に
だからもうそんなに悲しい瞳で
震える声を隠して聞かないで
「ねぇ愛してる？」

優しい歌を君にあげるよ
永遠を永遠に信じられる様に
だからどうか君は笑っていて
幸せだよと聞かせて
もう一度

Romanization
bokutachi ga deatta yoru wa kensou no naka ni magirete
yume to RIARU wo ikiki shinagara maboroshi no you ni kieteta
ano hi no tsuki wa toosugite kioku mo aimai na mama de
kimi no sugata wa boyaketeta kara wasurerareru hazu datta n da

kizutsuketa kokoro ga hajimete miseta namida wo
kono te de sotto nuguu yuuki mo nakute gomen ne

nee yasashii uta wo kimi ni ageru yo
eien wo eien ni shinjirareru you ni
dakara mou sonna ni kanashii me de
furueru koe de kikanaide
"ai shiteru?"

te wo nobaseba todokisou na tsuki wo futari de miageta ne
kirei sugite kurushikatta kara nakidashisou ni natteta n da

me wo tojite chikatta inori ga kanau no naraba
mou sore ijou hoka ni wa nani mo nan ni mo iranai

nee yasashii uta wo kimi ni ageru yo
eien wo eien ni shinjirareru you ni
dakara douka kimi wa waratte ite
shiawase da yo to kikasete
mou ichido

nee yasashii uta wo kimi ni ageru yo
eien wo eien ni shinjirareru you ni
dakara mou sonnna ni kanashii me de
furueru koe wo kakushite kikanaide
"nee aishite ru?"

yasashii uta wo kimi ni ageru yo
eien wo eien ni shinjirareru you ni
dakara douka kimi wa waratte ite
shiawase da yo to kikasete
mou ichido

Translation
The night we met blended in with the bustle of the city
Passed between dreams and reality and disappeared like an illusion
Because the moon that day was too far and my memory was vague with your blurred figure
I thought I'd be able to forget you

I'm sorry that I didn't even have the courage to softly wipe the tears
That you showed me for the first time when I hurt your heart

I'll give you a gentle song
So that you can believe in eternity for ever
So please don't ask me anymore
With such sad eyes, in a trembling voice
"Do you love me?"

We looked up together at the moon that looked close enough to touch, didn't we?
It was so beautiful that I felt pain in my chest and was about to cry

I closed my eyes and sweared
"If this prayer come true, I need nothing, nothing else"

I'll give you a gentle song
So that you can believe in eternity for ever
So please keep smiling
And let me hear you say, "I'm happy"
Once again

I'll give you a gentle song
So that you can believe in eternity for ever
So please don't ask me anymore
With such sad eyes, hiding your trembling voice
"Do you love me?"

I'll give you a gentle song
So that you can believe in eternity for ever
So please keep smiling
And let me hear you say, "I'm happy"
Once again

SUICIDE

2010-07-25T14:24:00.003+07:00

SUICIDE stands for Sequence of Illicitness from CIBI's Defender.

a new name for my class, it used to be SERABI (Second Generation of CIBI)

but I don't know why my friends want to change it desperately --'

and I've got a new job too.

make a class's jersey design.

I don't have any idea why they entrust me instead of Arcain, whom I thought got more talents than me.

nvm. here's the sneak peak.

yeah, very simple, I know.

Ra-Kun said it's sadistic.

not really for me :-S

well, at least I've done my best :D

23.07.2010

2010-07-23T18:23:00.000+07:00

사랑해요~ ♥

FT Island - Brand New Days

2010-07-20T23:48:00.004+07:00

finally my connection come back to normal :)
downloaded FTI's latest Japanese album, Brand New Days.
well, they're rocks!!
I love all the songs in this album.
I think I'll be a returned Primadonna kkk x)

FT Island - Brand New Days

Kanji
I want to play the star
I need to play the star

いつだってそうやって
Causes a miracle Yeah Yeah Yeah
You just .. “waiting?” “waiting?”
悲しみにわ Go to meet Wanna make a bet
輝いている Brand New Days

少しわかってきた君が泣いた夜に
そっと走る Shooting star

僕わ間違ってた (Get up!)
Pride だって必要になってくるんだ
Daydream 譲ってばかりにサヨナラさ
電話の向こうで震えてる声がする

優しすぎる君に伝えておくよ
今迎いにゆくから出ておいで

Brand new days My lovin’
僕らと目指そう
まだ始まったばかりの Winding road
Hey Hey Hey
I’m feeling good Go ahead
すべてうまくゆくんだ
そんなイメージをってゆこうよ
(Would you join us yeah!)
叶えるために僕らは出ったそうだろ？

ずっと捜している君が笑うたびハピネス
次のドアが開く気がしてる

窓辺に一人君を見つけた時
小さいなチカラが動き始めたんだ

そのままのきみでいいのさ出ておいで
ok！my girl！！ your lovin’
僕ら知っている月明かりに照らされ涙も
hey hey hey

Im feeling good go ahead
落ち込む時だってあるさ
そんなイメージは壊してゆこうよ
(would you join us yeah)

わかっているだろ？僕らは出逢ったそだろ？
(Get back shining days!)

流れて消えた星屑が輝き取り戻から

今強く誓って Do it そう誓って

We will get a chance We will get a chance
way to go

Brand new days My lovin’
僕らと目指そう
まだ始まったばかりの Winding road
Hey Hey Hey
I’m feeling good Go ahead
すべてうまくゆくんだ
そんなイメージをってゆこうよ
(Would you join us yeah!)
叶えるために僕らは出ったそうだろ？

RomajiI want to play the star
I need to play the star

itsudatte souyatte
Causes a miracle Yeah Yeah Yeah
You just .. “waiting?” “waiting?”
kanashimi ni wa go to meet wanna make a bet
kagayaite iru brand new days

sukoshi wakatte kitta kimi ga naita yoru ni
souto hashiru shooting star

boku wa machigatetta
pride datte hitsuyo ni natte kurunda
daydream yuzutte bakari ni sayounara sa
denwa no mukuo de furuetteru koe ga suru

yasashi sugiru kimi ni tsutaette okuyo
ima mokaini yoku kara dette oide

Brand new days My lovin’
boku ra to meza sou
mada hajimata bakari no Winding road
Hey Hey Hey
I’m feeling good Go ahead
subete umaku yukunda
sonna imēji-o mo te yokou yo
(Would you join us yeah!)
kanaeru tame ni
boku ra wa de atta, sou darou?

zutto sagashite iru kimi ga warauta bi happiness
tsugi no doa ga hiraku kiga shitteru

madobe ni hitori kimi wo mitsu keta toki
chisai na chikara ga ugoki hajimetanda

sono mama no kimi de iino sa dete oide
ok！my girl！！ your lovin’
boku ra wa shite iru tsuki akari ni te ra sa namida mo
Hey Hey Hey

Im feeling good go ahead
o chi kou mo toki datte aru sa
sonna imēji wa kowa shite yokouyo
(would you join us yeah)

wakate iru daro? boku ra wa de atta so darou?
(Get back shining days!)

nagarete kieta hoshi kuzu ga kagayaki tori mo dosu kara
ima tsuyoukou chika atte do it sou chika atte
We will get a chance We will get a chance
way to go!

Brand new days My lovin’
boku ra to meza sou
mada hajimata bakari no Winding road
Hey Hey Hey
I’m feeling good Go ahead
subete umaku yukunda
sonna imēji-o mo te yokou yo
(Would you join us yeah!)
kanaeru tame ni
boku ra wa de atta, sou darou?
Translation
I want to play the star
I need to play the star

I always do
Causes a miracle Yeah Yeah Yeah
You just .. "waiting?" "Waiting?"
The sadness I Go to meet Wanna make a bet
Shiny Brand New Days

Cried the night you've found a little
Shooting star running quietly

I was wrong I (Get up!)
Pride is gonna be even
Give it just be goodbye to Daydream
The voice behind the phone that shakes

I'll tell you too easily
Come out from it goes to

Brand new days My lovin '
Our eyes to point
Winding road just begun
Hey Hey Hey
I'm feeling good Go ahead
I all goes well
Image I'm so dense, let us
(Would you join us yeah!)
Eru is not it leaves us to Tta out?

Happiness laugh every time you have been looking for
I feel that will open next door

When you find one by the window
I started the power to move a small

Come out as it is a good kid
ok! my girl! ! your lovin '
The moonlit tears we know
hey hey hey

Im feeling good go ahead
There are even times when depressed
I like that image, let us break
(Would you join us yeah)

We've been right? Resona we met, does it??
(Get back shining days!)

To regain the radiance vanished into stardust

Do it now swear an oath so strong

We will get a chance We will get a chance
way to go

Brand new days My lovin '
Our eyes to point
Winding road just begun
Hey Hey Hey
I'm feeling good Go ahead
I all goes well
Image I'm so dense, let us
(Would you join us yeah!)
Eru is not it leaves us to Tta out?

credits: JpopAsia

My Fair Lady

2010-07-20T20:20:00.005+07:00

found this photos when unpacking things.
my photos when I was a toddler :D

with my kindergarten uniform :)

it needed times to ensure me to take photo with him since I was afraid of him xD

after kindergarten graduation on Bogor.

cheering on the graduation party. reminds me of 'Oh!' MV x)

with my friend, Hani, on the graduation party

take a pose in front of the bus :p

my first bike :)

I'm the one on Chinese-like dress

with my bro

What's Much Crazier than This?

2010-07-15T18:54:00.002+07:00

okay.
today is the most unpredictable day.

I skipped 2 lessons, physics and biology, and escaped to Japan's ambassador.
attended technical meeting for yosakoi festival on 18th July.

I went there with Ronin.
and suddenly Ra-Kun popped out -__-

and, 3 of us got into there.
but, firstly Ra-Kun was prohibited because he seemed have no big deal with that event.
we lied that he's my sensei's friend and our official.
there was a little doubt between the securities and the person inside *idk what's his position --'*
and, we did it :)
we kept our cellphones and IDs there

we entered the security check room, our bag was scanned by an x-ray and well, I had to leave my beloved hard disk there too T.T

and we went home safely after in 1.5 hrs of guilty situation kkk x)

Moved

2010-07-11T13:07:00.003+07:00

first of all, I'd like to congratulate my self for the 100th post in this blog. haha :D

moved to a new house.
not far from my previous one, but need a lot of time and energy to move my stuff.

spoiler for the 2nd story

it's a two story house with 4 bedrooms and finally I have my own room after waiting for almost 16 years of my life *joyful dance*.
I choose the one on second story with a window. just like in horror movie. yeah :3
and what I like from this house are the sunlight that shine along the day and the powerful signal.
ayeeee~
but, I can't sleep on my room yet because of my wardrobe hasn't arrived yet and no bed cover.
geez.

when my mommy unpacked the cassettes, I found MCR's black parade and JTL's enter the dragon.
so, I rocked my brother's room since the cassette player on my brother's room.
it's been more than 2 years :3
and I realized that my MCR going to retire, the sound not as clear as the first time I play it.
T____T

I'll update again later.
yuhuuuuu~

How does It Feel?

2010-07-09T16:08:00.002+07:00

hurt.

**

2010-07-08T20:39:00.002+07:00

stomachache.

well yeah, I ate a lot of foods today.
more than yesterday, but probably normal.

it seems like I wanna dropping like hell.
but can't. shit.

it's complicated.
stomachache, cold sweat, and breath hard.
what the hell is going on?

*

2010-07-07T07:03:00.003+07:00

I saw our face on my Recycle Bin.
I saw my face on my Recycle Bin.
I saw his face on my Recycle Bin.

Isn't it pretty, dear?

You lie.
You die.

You're faker.
You're poser.

Bang! Bang! Bang!

Rest in Peace : Kim Jung Hae :)

My Pretty Lady

2010-07-06T11:46:00.005+07:00

today I have no idea what to do.
suddenly reminded about Jong Hoon's ex Kim Ji Young.
she is cutee aaaa~
I'm quite afraid that I'm lesbian since I googled her pictures and collect them.
and sometimes I swore when the link of that photo was broken. gee..
*no no no no no, I still love cute guys kyaaaaa~~~ ><* here some of my precious collection that I got yesterday and today haha :">

aaaaaaaaaaaa~
If I were Jong Hoon, I won't break up with her
If I were Ji Young, I won't break up with him
so, why don't you guys stay together? :D

Something Touching

2010-07-05T15:27:00.002+07:00

아무것도 아니란다 얘야
그냥 사랑이란다

사랑은 원래 달고 쓰라리고 떨리고 화끈거리는
봄밤의 꿈 같은것
그냥 인정해 버려라.
그 사랑이 피었다가 지금 지고 있다고

그 사람의 눈빛,
그 사람의 목소리,
그 사람의 몸짓

거기에 걸어 두었던 너의 붉고 상기된 얼굴,
이제 문득 그 손을 놓아야 할때
어찌할바를 모르겠지

봄밤의 꽃잎이 흩날리듯 사랑이 아직도 눈앞에 있는데
니 마음은 길을 잃겠지.

그냥 떨어지는 꽃잎을 맞고 서 있거라.
별수 없단다

소나기처럼 꽃잎이 다 떨어지고 나면 삼일쯤 밥을 삼킬수도 없겠지
웃어도 눈물이 베어 나오겠지.
세상의 모든거리, 세상의 모든 음식, 세상의 모든 단어가
그 사람과 이어지겠지

하지만 얘야
감기처럼 앓고 지나가야 비로소 풍경이 된단다
그곳에서 니가 걸어 나올수가 있단다.

시간의 힘을 빌리고 나면
사랑한 날의 , 이별한 날의 풍경만 떠오르겠지

사람은 그립지 않고
그날의 하늘과 그날의 공기, 그날의 꽃향기만
니 가슴에 남을거야

그러니 사랑한 만큼 남김없이 아파해라.
그게 사랑에 대한 예의란다.
비겁하게 피하지마라
사랑했음에 변명을 만들지마라.
그냥 한 시절이 가고 ,너는 또 한 시절을 맞을뿐

사랑했음에 순수했으니
너는 아름답고 너는 자랑스럽다.

it's nothing, kid.
it's just a love.

love is sweet and sore and exciting and warm
just like a dream of spring night
just let it be
once your love bloomed and now it's fading

the eyes of that person,
the voice of that person,
the behavior of that person

and even your blushing warm face that is still hanging on that person
now it's finally time for letting the hand just go
you probably don't know how to act

love is still in front of your eyes just like the flower petals fluttering in a spring night
but your mind might be lost

just stand in the falling petals
no one can help it

when all the petals are just gone, you may not even swallow any food
you smile but tears would be pouring
all the things in this world, all the foods in this world, all the words in this world
may remind you of that person

but, kid
it will be just a scenery when all just gone like the cold
you'll just come out of there finally

if you just take a little help of the time
you'll be reminded only scenes of the lovely days and parting

you wouldn't miss the person
but only the sky of the day and the air of the day, and the scent of flowers of the day
would just be in your chest

so, enjoy the pain as much as you have loved
that is what you're supposed to do
don't be a coward
don't make any excuses about your love
it's just a season changing, and you're just in the middle of the changing seasons

you were pure about your love,
you are beautiful and must be proud yourself

Place to Visit #1

2010-07-05T06:39:00.004+07:00

well, I'll not be able to visit them now.
but, in future, I will!!
yeah, fighting for them haha..

1. La Isla de Las Muñecas
or also known as "Island of Dolls". Located in Mexico. Called "Island of Dolls" because of plenty of dolls exist there.
as I know, there was a girl died in that island. a men who lived there was haunted by her, so he put a lot of dolls to keep her spirit away from him.
and my friend in Mexico told that she was told by natives that the dolls also move!
awww, it's rocks~

2. Jeju Teddy Bear Museum

located in Jeju, a small island of Korea. I heard that Jeju is the nice place for honeymoon.
so, I wanna have my honeymoon there and visit teddy bear museum. hyaaa~
in this case, the museum wasn't haunted. it just tell us the history of teddy bear here.
well, this one is not the first one thou. but, it's the nearest one from me, and located in Jeju. kkk..
and, it has the smallest till the biggest teddy bear :3

3. Venice, Italy

who the hell doesn't know Venice?
trip along the river, and taste a lot of Italian food.
kyaaaa~

okaay, that's all for now
I'm gonna save my money first kk
hey piggy bank~

Junior High Besties Meeting

2010-07-04T18:11:00.002+07:00

went to TP *again*
with my junior high besties :)
watched twilight saga eclipse
so lucky we got the C-seat
I stood in line from 10 am, and the ticket box open at 11 am, alone
tiring? yeah. boring? absolutely
but well, it's ok
eclipse rockss~ :3
I adore Riley a lot, hahaha...
and the youngest vampire on Riley's side but protected by Cullen if she didn't attack them
well - her name wasn't mentioned.
finally we had a fun chit chat again after a year haha..
although not 6 of us were coming, but this evening is pretty good :D

Walk Again

2010-07-01T18:35:00.002+07:00

오늘 주셔서 감사합니다. 넌 정말 멋지고 :)

stroll over the plaza.
tiring but fun
he's zanny :)

Meet My First Love

2010-06-27T18:23:00.005+07:00

awawawawawaw *too excited*

well, today I visited FT Island's Jong Hoon thread on AF.
it's been 2 years since my last visit. --'
I went to the latest page straight away.
and, I got a very very good news.
jonghoon got twitter.
ayeeeeee~~~
I screamed at that time hahaha..

so opened it in the new tab.
oh-my-gosh.
it seems real :3
and I read the bio.
written in his website,
things that I've been waiting for about 3 years,
prayed to the god all the day and night,
finally it's granted today,
i got his cyworld address.
yuhuuuuuu~
I screamed again for the second time and yeah, laughed like devil :))

spoiler from his cyworld's album "종훈"
looks pretty~

well, for some of you, maybe it doesn't a big matter to get his cyworld address since he's a public figure.
but, each time I asked on the forum, asked the fanatics, asked everywhere, and all I got: I-D-K.
ㅜ_________ㅜ

awwww~

Moving On

2010-06-26T16:21:00.004+07:00

aaah~ holidaaaaaayyyy :3
finally, after long waiting, I get the most precious time of my life hohoho..

I packed my stuff now, going to move to my new house :)
I've just realized that I have plenty things, and packing them will make me tired.. --'

I only get one box of stuff today, too lazy to move around my house collecting them on
kkk..

okay, those are my treasures:
ft island's albums, novels, korean dictionaries, letters, and diary.

can't wait to arrange them again in my new room, kkk ~

Big Bang - Tell Me Goodbye

2010-06-23T22:09:00.004+07:00

Big Bang - Tell Me Goodbye

Romaji
Letting you go...(here's somebody...)
Letting you go...(here's somebody...)
Yo I got this, yeah
still thinking about this thing alot
you got me shaken up
(Please tell me there's a way)
And it got my head just spinnin' round round round round
(Please tell me there's a way)
Don't wanna take a fall
It's best to break it up
It's gonna be better for you, move on
(Please tell me there's a way)
Uh huh we break it break it
Or thought we make it make it
And now we cover it up

Girl I swear kimi no koto wo ichibyou demo
kanashimasenai yakusoku
mamoru tame ni wa mo moukoreshika
erabu michi wa nai kara

Baby aishita bun dake kizutsuketeshimau
and I've got nothing, nothing to say

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
dakishimeta te wo
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
hanasou
boku wo wasureru koto ni jiyuu ni naru nara Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

Girl you know kimi ga egao wo naku shitaku hodo
boku wa jibun mo semeru yo
nego semeru kotoba mo hikari sae mo
nanimokamo miushinau

Baby kono kuchibiru ga hanareta shunkan
I'll never find better, better than you

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
dakishimeta te wo
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
hanasou
soba ni iru koto dake ga yasashisa janai to Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

Yo and it's so, so
Sad it just ain't happening
Wish it could be better
Sorry to scrapping
But I just can't let ya
Shouldn't be less than happy
I said look at me
I couldn't live with myself seeing you lacking
The things you deserve
Baby you was a part?
Must believe that it hurts
that lead this world
I feel the aching through my body
it just takes a bigger part of me
to be let you go
I wish that weren't so...

kimi no koe setsunaku fade away...away-ay-ay-ay
kaze ni kakikesareteyuku stay...stay-ay-ay-ay

kore ijou wa I can't take it, sono namida don't cry for me
kimi no tame never look back again

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
dakishimeta te wo
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
hanasou
soba ni iru koto dake ga yasashisa janai to Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Tell me goodbye

Kanji
Letting you go...(here's somebody...)
Letting you go...(here's somebody...)
Yo I got this, yeah
still thinking about this thing alot
you got me shaken up
(Please tell me there's a way)
And it got my head just spinnin' round round round round
(Please tell me there's a way)
Don't wanna take a fall
It's best to break it up
It's gonna be better for you, move on
(Please tell me there's a way)
Uh huh we break it break it
Or thought we make it make it
And now we cover it up

Girl I swear 君の事を一秒でも
悲しませない約束
守るためにはももうこれしか
選ぶ道はないから
Baby 愛した分だけ傷つけてしまう
And I got nothing, nothing to say

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
抱きしめた手を
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
離そう
僕を忘れる事に自由になるなら Baby

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Girl you know君が笑顔無くしてくほど
僕は自分を責めるよ
泣く冷める言葉も光さえも
何もかも見失う
Baby 今度唇が離れてた瞬間に
I'll never find better, better than you

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
抱きしめた手を
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
離そう
そばにいる事だけが優しさじゃないと Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

Yo and it's so, so
Sad it just ain't happening
Wish it could be better
Sorry to scrapping
But I just can't let ya
Shouldn't be less than happy
I said look at me
I couldn't live with myself seeing you lacking
The things you deserve
Baby you was a part?
Must believe that it hurts
that lead this world
I feel the aching through my body
it just takes a bigger part of me
to be let you go
I wish that weren't so...

君の声切なく fade away...away-ay-ay-ay
風にかきけされて行く stay stay-ay-ay-ay
これ以上は I can't take it　その涙 don't cry for me
君のため Never look back again
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
抱きしめた手を
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
離そう
そばにいる事だけが優しさじゃないと Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Tell me goodbye

Translation
Letting you go...(please somebody)
Letting you go...(please somebody)

No, I got this, yeah
Still I´m thinking about this thing called love
You got me shaken up (please tell me there´s a way)
And it got my head spinnin´ round round round (please tell me there´s a way)
Don´t wanne take a fall, it´s best to rake it all
It´s gonna be better for you, move on, move on (please tell me there´s a way)
Uh uh, we break it, break it or thought we make it, make it
And now we cover it all
Girl, I swear I won´ t even for a second
Cause you any pain
in order to protect you
Because there's no other way

Baby our love itself brings us pain
And I got nothing, nothing to say

Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Those hands that embraced me
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Seem to be letting go
If forgetting me will give you freedom baby
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye

Girl, you know when you lose your smile
I will place the blame on myself
I wake　up crying these words, and even the light
I will lose sight of everything else

Baby the moment our lips part this time
I´ll never find better, better than you

Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Those hands that embraced me
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Seem to be letting go
Merely being by my side is not kindness baby
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye

Yo and it´s so, so
Said it just ain´t happening
Wish you could be better
Sorry to be scrapping
But I just can´t let go
To be less than happy
I said look at me
I couldn´t live with myself seeing you like
The thing you deserve
Baby you you was a part?
Always believe that it hurts
That bleeds, that´s word
I think that I can do
My body is just takes a bigger part of me to be letting you go
I wish that weren´t so

Your voice, pained and fading away, away-ay-ay-ay
Erased completly by the wind, stay, stay-ay-ay-ay
All these things, I can´t take it, those tears, don´t cry for me
Or our sake I´ll never look back again. Eh-eh-eh-ain

Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Those hands that embraced me
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Seem to be letting go
Merely being be my side is not kindness baby
Oh tell me goodbye, oh tell me goodbye
Tell me goodbye

First Date

2010-06-17T17:08:00.001+07:00

first date?
err.. whatever.
what does a name mean, anyway.
haha..

so, today, my school and 3 others school in one complex is being used for FLS2N (Festival Lomba Seni Siswa Nasional) - a kind of national festival of art for student.
no lesson, nothing to do.
9 of my friends decided to go to TP (Tunjungan Plaza) to refresh their mind.
and me? well, I had an appointment (or date? lol) with Ra-Kun to watch Toy Story 3 and NBA Madness, and gave his DVD back that I borrowed for more than 2 weeks :)

my friends and I left school on 11 am by taxi. We needed 2 taxi to go there.
after we reached there, I separated from them.
I went to the cinema alone and stood in a line right away after I saw Ra-Kun.
moments later, I saw my friends popped in the cinema.
I shouldn't walk alone then! -___-

Ra-Kun was on the second row from front when I came to him.
and suddenly, two of my friend came and asked Ra-Kun to bought them tickets since they're too lazy to queue --'
and then, we separated our self, until we reached home.
haha :))

what we've done?
watched, had lunch, played game, watched NBA Madness, and stroll over the plaza.

A lot of thanks to Ra-Kun for today
It was fun :)
どうも　ありがとう　ございました　＾＾

What a Spendthrift

2010-06-15T12:54:00.004+07:00

I never lose money as much as last week! D:

here's my outcome list for 7-13 June 2010

Yosakoi Costume	IDR 50,000.00	(USD 5.44)
A&W Lunch	IDR 16,160.00	(USD 1.76)
Cover for English Assignment	IDR 5,000.00	(USD 1.76)
Mini Lollipop	IDR 5,500.00	(USD 0.6)
Frozen Yogurt	IDR 31,000.00	(USD 3.38)
Geo Circle Lens	IDR 175,000.00	(USD 19.05)
Lens Case	IDR 15,000	(USD 1.63)
Lens Cleanser	IDR 43,000	(USD 4.68)
Total Amount	IDR 340,660	(USD 37.09)

finally, for the first time, I wear lens :D
and yeah, my parents haven't known about it yet :p

with my geo gray circle lens

it needs more than 3 times trying to wear it T.T
hahahaha..
and I tried the bigger diameter one too.
but I become scarier with >14.00 mm one, hahahaha :))

and, actually, I bought a mixstyle headset too.
I asked my friend to buy it online for me, but he hasn't given it to me.
so, I haven't paid for it.
if I had paid it, the total outcome of this month is IDR 501,660.00 (USD 54.62)
incredible :O

WTF

2010-06-09T23:18:00.002+07:00

i don't feel i have privacy in my family.
my little nosy brother, often read messages that come to my phone.
okay, it wasn't really private.
but, he didn't noticed me that he read that!!!
so, i didn't read some of my friend urgent SMS and didn't reply.
just realized when i want to delete some SMS, need to choose it.
fuck that little boy off!

This Sunday

2010-05-23T21:12:00.002+07:00

today wasn't sunny at all.
it rained at least twice --'

so, I did my last assignments for this semester.
make a paper of oil processing for chemistry and social phenomena for sociology.
actually, I also have assignment to make a short story for Indonesian, but it's done quite quickly :))
for English, make a clipping of entertainment article from the English newspaper.
for physics, make a mixed circuit :(

tiring?
of course --a

but, I'm happy today :)
I chatted a lot with the guy whom I met in Bunkasai a week ago, called him Ra-kun :3
in other hand, I have a problem with my gum. T-T
I wish it'll get well quickly, I won't drink some stupid bitter medicine anymore >:(

One of the Most Beautiful Day :)

2010-05-17T16:38:00.001+07:00

here's the chronicle of the day :)

1. My teacher forgave me - he mad at me because I stole his backpack ^^
2. I got an airmail from Korea - Sunkyung, whom I met in Myspace and Facebook, sent me a letter :)
3. I sat next to my english classmate - 2 hours next to him :))
4. The alumnus whom I met at bunkasai gave me a wall on facebook - he knew I adore him, he's nice d^^b Usually boys will feel uncomfortable with girls that adore them, but he didn't :D

yaaaay :)

Sakura and Tomoyo

2010-05-16T15:51:00.003+07:00

I'm really nervous today.
it's my first time to join cosplay competition. hahaha :))
I was really nervous that wish today will never come! x(~
but, I'm really grateful for today :)
I'm not the winner, but I met a cute cute cute guy, he's an alumnus :3
this is the full story :)

I arrived at UNTAG (university that hold this bunkasai event* around 7.30 am.
none of my friend had been already there :(
and I waited for my partner - Nadiah, since she brought my costume.
FYI, we cosplayed Sakura and Tomoyo, and I'm Sakura :))
the event started about 8 am and I had to wait for 7 hours to perform :'(
it supposed to be held at 1 pm, but I don't know how, the cosplay started at 3 pm.
I decided to take a nap for a while on Nadiah's shoulder :p
after about 15 minutes, I woke up. I looked around and I saw the alumnus sat behind my row seat! Oh my god, it felt that my confidence had been boosted by him :3
and my friends who attended bunkasai knew that I adore him a lot! :D

Here is picture that taken in my cellphone before we perform with another cosplayer, the other are still placed in my sensei's cellphone :)

left to right: me, nadiah, gundam, sensei

and these taken after my performance :D

the others will be updated as soon as I get the copies :)

Welcome to the Hell

2010-04-24T16:42:00.001+07:00

my dad called me just now.
asked for my score in the report card.
it's 79/80.
he was very angry.
he made a new stupid rules:
no more computer and internet on saturday and sunday.
and do tons of maths exercises.
well, okay.
THANKS. IT WON'T WORK, OKAY!
who dare to do it on my precious day - saturday and sunday?
me? haha, BIG NO!
and guess what?
there's about 7 hours start from 10pm to 5am to do my 'ritual'.
now I don't care with panda eyes.
so lucky I activated internet service on my phone, at least I still can surf the internet.

have a good hell days for me :)

Irony

2010-04-24T16:25:00.001+07:00

I'm crying.
yes, I'm writing this post and crying.
I'm sick of my world.

Everybody has their own goals, right?
I have too.
My passion of computer and designing.

But, it seems that nobody stand beside me, to support me.
It seems that I have such a rubbish passion.

My parents, my school..

I spend about 9 hours at school, and 4 hours at course.
It's fucking tiring.
And don't forget about the tasks, at least I do it until 12 am.
After that, sleep and wake up at 5am.

All I have to boost my ability to computer only on Saturday and Sunday morning.

But still, there are some school activities, let's call it tuition.
Not every Saturday though, but hey..
IT'S MY TIME FOR MYSELF!!

And parents..
I don't know why they always have a sudden commands for me while I'm in front of the computer.
Especially my mom.
She said that I will not be able to make money from the computer.
But she don't even know that her favorite movies have computer touch.

HOW CAN I FUCK OFF THOSE SHITS?!

Hello Sunday

2010-04-18T17:53:00.001+07:00

sunday - school's day off~ yaaay!

my dad back to his town again, we're 3 at home now.
too much sleep - finally - and my head really really dizzy now T.T

got to do something to get rid of this dizziness beside being a computer geek since tomorrow is monday - back to school - and my mom definitely ask me to study instead of hooking up with my computer.

but you know, studying is boring when there's no exam.
well, for me >.<

uh yeah so..
i'd better take a shower to make me in the pink again~
:)

Comeback Post

2010-04-17T12:20:00.003+07:00

hey, it's been forever :)
too tired because of swimming among home works.
anyway, I'm on facebook again now. I realized that I need to stalk someone, so I activated my account again. hihihi... :p

currently I have a lot of things that I desperately want!
* LG Lollipop 2 - with dynamic L.E.D =P~
* SLR Camera - this time I can't handle it, I really crave for it~~~
* a big screen laptop - my laptop is too small and another one's LCD broken :( but I prefer MacBook :p
* iPhone - don't really want it though, prefer LG Lollipop 2. but if someone give me one, big thanks ;)
* Sony T500 - a handy camera :D
* a graphic design class - stopped due to busyness :(
* a Japanese class - will be started in few months, when the class reached the minimum students that required -.-
* be the outstanding student for HI2 - need to study harder and more active in class because my rival are junior high school student and college student >< * have an opportunity to go to Japan for student exchange - 1 year or 2 weeks doesn't problem, but I wish for 1 year :)
* participate in Yosakoi Festival 2010 and be the winner! - can't wait for the costume =P~
* a geo lens with gray color - I started to agree with abby that gray is nice lol.
* my own domain - yeah, I planned to move there :)

so,
yeah :)
wish me luck with those wishes~ ^^

Park Bom - You and I Lyrics, Romanization, and Translation

2010-03-06T16:36:00.002+07:00

i
Lyrics:No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go

You 내가 쓰러질때
절대 흔들림없이
강한 눈빛으로
몇번이고날일으켜줘

And you 나 힘에 겨울때
슬픔을 벼랑 끝까지 또 아낌없이
찾아와 두손 잡은 그대에게

난 해준게 없는데
초라한 나지만
오늘 그대 위해 이노래 불러요
Tonight 그대에 두눈에
그 미소 뒤에 날위해 감춰왔던
아픔이보여요

You and I together
It just feels so right
이별이란 말을해도
그 누가 뭐라해도 난 그댈 지킬게

You and I together
내 두 손을 놓지마
안녕이란 말은 해도
내게 이 세상은 오직 너 하나기에

You 많은 사람처럼
우리 사랑 역시 조금씩 변하겠죠
하지만 제발 슬퍼 말아요
오랜 친한 친구 처럼
나만을 믿을수있게 기댈수있게
I promise you that I'll be right here, baby

난 해준게 없는데
초라한 나지만
오늘 그대 위해 이노래 불러요
Tonight 그대에 두눈에
그 미소 뒤에 날위해 감춰왔던
아픔이 보여요

You and I together
It just feels so right
이별이란 말을해도
그 누가 뭐라해도 난 그댈 지킬게

You and I together
내 두 손을 놓지마
안녕이란 말은해도
내게 이 세상은 오직 너 하나기에

외로운 밤이 찾아올땐
나 살며시 눈을 감아요
그대에 숨결이 날 안을때
무엇도 두렵지 않죠
이 세상 그 어떤 누구도
그대를 대신 할수없죠
You are the only one
And I'll be there for you, baby

You and I together
It just feels so right
이별이란 말을해도
그 누가 뭐라해도 난 그댈 지킬게

You and I together
내 두 손을 놓지마
안녕이란 말은해도
내게 이 세상은 오직 너 하나기에

Just you and I
Forever and ever

Romanization:

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go

You naega sseureojilddae
Jeoldae heundeullimeopsi
Ganghan nunbicheuro
Myeotbeonigo nal ileukyeojweo

And you, na himae gyeoulddae
Seulpeumeul byeolang kkeutkkaji ddo akkimeopsi
Chajawa du son japeun geudaeyegae

*Nan haejoongae eopneundae
Chorahan najiman
Oneul geudae wihae i norae booleoyo
Tonight geudaeye du noonae
Geu miso dwiae nalwihae gamchweowatdeon
Apeumiboyeoyo

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyuliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun haedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae*

You maneun sarangcheoreom
Oori sarang yeokshi jogeumssik byunhagaetjyo
Hajiman jaebal seulpeo malayo
Oraen chinhan chingu cheoreom
Namaneul mideulsuitgae gidaelsuitgae
I promise you that I'll be right here, baby

*Repeat

Waeroun bami chajaolddaen
Na salmyeosi nooneul gamayo
Geudaeye soomgyeoli nal aneulddae
Mueotdo duryeopji anjyo
E saesang geu eoddeon nugudo
Geudaereul daeshin halsueopjyo
You are the only one
And I'll be there for you, baby

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyeoliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleunhaedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

Just you and I
Forever and ever

Translation

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I'll promise you
That I'll never let you go

Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don't be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I'm be right here baby

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I'll be there for you baby

You and I together, It's just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don't ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

I wish I have a sweet story just like Bom here :)

Can't Found Me on Facebook?

2010-02-27T12:33:00.000+07:00

don't worry,

I'll be back SOON - when I 'm on the mood :P

Numerology

2010-02-25T20:49:00.002+07:00

actually I received this months ago, but I've just found it back and I'll post it here :)

it called numerology :D

Hi there Claudia,

I hope you enjoyed the sample reading I sent you yesterday.

I've been looking a little deeper at your numerology chart
Claudia, and here is what I have found:

I see you floating in a sea of endless time - great vistas and a
feeling of lifetimes behind and ahead of you. I get the feeling of
urgency with you Claudia, things that must be done,
lessons that must be experienced. I sense the rhythm of life, the
cycles we all experience.

From your Life Path in combination with your Soul Urge, I get the
impression that you have a pleasant personality, and are generally
liked by others. You can be easily hurt at times, and as a result
are more careful with displaying your feelings than you used to be.

Claudia, I sense that you are a very busy person who is
always on the go. The more you have on your plate, the better. At
times you wish you had less to do, but you would be totally lost if
you woke up one morning and found nothing at all to do! This
couldn't happen, of course, as every time you get a space you seem
to fill it up very quickly. You'll be just as busy in late life as
well ... in fact you won't get time to grow old, you'll just simply
keep on growing!

Having said that, it's not surprising you need a break after this
past year. Let's face it - we all need a little breathing space now
and again to re-charge our batteries. Remember to take time to
smell the roses!

Claudia, you have had a few worries recently about money,
but you know you have the power to solve them. While it's been a
bit of a bumpy ride financially these past couple of years, the
next 18 months or so will be a lot easier.

Looking at your Personal Days and Personal Months, you should be
pleased Claudia ... it shows that shortly you will receive
some pleasant news. It is nothing momentous, but is sufficient to
raise your sights and hopes. It is good news.

I sense a period early on in your life - teenage years perhaps -
when you felt misunderstood, as if you couldn't really get close to
anyone, as it you are walking on the outside of life. These
feelings very occasionally reoccur.

You are a very special person Claudia. The experiences you
undergo are all for a very special purpose, one I'm sure you are
not aware of yet. Nevertheless, you are progressing in exactly the
right direction. Your timing is good and you are learning from
every experience. I don't know if you believe in reincarnation, but
I get the feeling that you are a highly evolved person, as if you
have lived many times before. In time you will have much to offer
the rest of us.

Romantically, it has not always been easy, and your outlook on life
has changed because of this. The future is much easier in this
regard than in the past.

Claudia, you have sometimes wondered if you have made the
right decisions at times, and it looks as if you have. You work
best when you make your own mind up on things, though it is useful
to ask other people for advice before you make your own mind up.

I see some travel in your future, and several new horizons
beckoning. Your progress in this world has not always been as fast
as you would like, but I can see significant growth in the future.
You tend to feel you have a lot of unused capacity, and that people
don't always give you full credit for your abilities.

I can see you happy and productive in your old age, surrounded by
friends and family. You are of above average intelligence, and will
keep on learning all the way through life.

Claudia, this is just the smallest glimpse of what
numerology can show you about your past, your present, and your
future. I have something truly exciting I'd like to share with you,
where you can get a "sneak peak" into the surprising future that
awaits you

Miss Bomb Squad

2010-02-01T21:30:00.002+07:00

I have English class today :D

so, it was about 'Unsung Hero' or maybe jobs not hero.

haha..

today, we played a role.

Tomy as the interviewer, me as the bomb squad, Hadi as the one in wheel chair who admires my job, and Marissa as the audience who asked questions to me.

So, here's the point that I remember. :D

Tomy: *opening. bla bla bla* and please come our guest star, Claudia!

Me: *walked and waved like miss universe -.-*

others: *indonesian mode: wth, that's the bomb squad? too much style etc etc*

Claudia: *indonesian mode: whatever. you're my admirer Hadi. haha..*

Tomy: Why did you choose this job?

Me: actually, I was Noordin M Top's member *indonesia biggest terrorist network*. But, I found that it's boring. I want to try something challenging - bomb squad.

Tomy: what kind of bomb that have you stop?

Claudia: molotov bomb [?]

*interrupted*

Hadi: *indonesian mode: only that?!?*

Claudia: yeah, I'm a junior, you know?

*back to the show*

-okay, I forgot what he asked to me xD-

*then, Marissa called me*

Marissa: I want to ask to Claudia. Why do you want to be a bomb squad member?

Me: Like I said before, I'm tired of making bombs, so I want to try to stop the bombs now :)

Marissa: don't you feel disturbed with gun powder smell when you are making bombs? I think it's disturbing.

Me: well you know that we use mask to do that. and, I sprayed Paris Hilton Perfume on it. so, yeah :D

and then the talk show ended.

my teacher said it was an interesting talk show.

lol.

Claudia Has Just Make 4 Babies with Choi Jong Hoon

2010-01-30T23:38:00.003+07:00

okay.
we're so productive, aren't we?
hahahaa xD

so, let's meet our lovely son, Choi J Hoon, which they said it's 90% accurate.

and then our lovely daughter, Choi Min Hoon.
*okay, the name sounds really silly. mianhaeyo dear*

and then, we tried to make oriental-look babies =)

here's our lovely oriental son, Choi Tae Hee
*erm, if I'm not mistaken, it supposed to be girl's name, right?*

and this is the youngest one, Choi Ji Hye!
*pretty :3 but her hair makes her looks mature :(*

So, Jong Hoon, my hunnie lovely sweety dear..
ready for the third round?
ROFL

Page Rank

2010-01-16T22:22:00.003+07:00

I've just checked this blog rank on alexa.

the result little bit surprising :D

http://mochan-jjang.blogspot.com

Alexa Traffic Rank: 13,488,531.

Sites Linking In: 430,891.
Average Load Time: Average (1.718 Seconds), 51% of sites are faster.

http://mochan-jjang.co.nr

Alexa Traffic Rank: 11,092,710.

Sites Linking In: 3.

hehehe.. ^^

:P

2010-01-12T13:16:00.001+07:00

IDK

2010-01-08T16:00:00.004+07:00

i wonder if the site is temporarily down or i'm the one who put the wrong password.

fyi, i use 3 web hosts to host my homepage.

blogger, webhosts, tinypic.

*and freedomain.co.nr for the domain :P*

so, nothing wrong with my blogger.

tinypic, err..

i'm not sure.

i can't see the image uploaded completely.

i'll be back to photobucket then one day.

000webhost?

that's my problem!

i can log into the member's area successfully but when i log into file manager, that screen will be appear.

and I'm sure that I entered the right passwords.

that's why the news still "site under construction"

geezz...

[edit]

omg!! I forgot that the password which I use to log in to member area is different with the one in file manager.

and it was written in that page.

whew~ -.-

[/edit]

The Next Two First Days in 2010

2010-01-03T21:18:00.004+07:00

2 January 2010

It was midnight already and I still stuck in a conversation with my fave teacher. LOL

and I've uploaded the cover design on Facebook and tagged it to my friend.

and he asked me to make 2 more designs for the content and the stories page. then he asked me to meet with him and the others at Galaxy Mall to talk about it further.

I did it until 3.30 am.

And my teacher didn't sleep yet, still working with his new webs.

*he has about 15 webs but he don't want make one for me. LOL*

and, my mom woke me up at 7.30!!

why?

because I had a try-out.

the subject was English, but still..

need to think :P

so, at about 11 am, I went to Galaxy Mall with my friend - Ima - who also involved on class' task.

we did it at J.Co until 3 pm.

and, one thing I was excited about is...

the WiFi speed!! LOL.

and we also did lalala things.

ekekek :P

those are fansigns for our teacher :P

we got bored of J.Co so we moved to KFC to have lunch.

hahahahaaa...

the WiFi speed wasn't as speed as J.CO

-,-

and I went home at 4.30 pm.

I watched TV for a while.

it was Mnet Asian Music Award 2009 on V Channel.

but my brother messed my watch - and we FOUGHT!

I decided to sleep.

better than hit him over -,-

it was 5.30 when I slept over and I was waken up because of nothing at 9.30 pm.

I checked my cellphone.

5 messages waited to reply :P

but, I continued sleep instead after sign my mobile YM in.

and woke up at 8.30 on 3rd January 2009.

imagine how dizzy my head was -.-

and there was a YM message from my fave teacher who I mentioned before.

but he was offline when I woke up.

so, I did lalalala things again.

hahahaa..

and at 12 pm, when I felt really bored.

I listen to music from my cellphone.

and then felt asleep.

woke up at 5 p.

hehehehe...

so, tomorrow school will be hold as usual.

aish.. bored of school T.T

The First Day in 2010

2010-01-01T21:05:00.004+07:00

let's start from 00.00

I was still online, stuck in conversations on YM untill about 2.30 am.

my mom already mad at me, so I went sleep. hehe..

if my mom didn't care, I would online until 6 am :))

actually, I made a key-chain from felt that day.

it made in 2009 but finished in 2010!

how amazing x)

that should be a radio but, err~

so, my mom didn't wake me up early,

she woke me up at 09.30

and I did such thingy like took a shower, eat.

and, my friend texted me to design a cover for class' task. -.-

so I started at about 9.30

I logged into YM and found that the one who online was the person who chatted with me at midnight -,-

and I finished the design at 1.30 pm and explored the internet until 3 pm.

then I watched movie.

and took a shower at about 6 pm.

then doing lalala things,

I made phone chain :)

hahas :)

and then 9 pm.

I;m stuck in my laptop again.

heheheheee :))

what a day~

Goodbye 2009

2009-12-31T20:57:00.003+07:00

2009 will be end in hours.

Happy New Year all! :)

wish my dad is here with me.

yeah, miss him :'(

so okay..

I have a silly game to play.

here we gooo :D

Total songs on my hardisk: 129 songs.

Total duration: 3 hours 40 mins 40 secs +

1. Play it in shuffle mode.

2. Write 20 songs that played orderly.

3. Write the title and the singer.

4. Tell your first reaction about that song, doesn't matter how silly it is :)

***

1. Wonder Girls - Friend

not really like it. kkk..

2. FT Island - Lovesick

aiissshhh~ miss this song!

3. Ashily - Lucky

ah, BBF..

4. 4Minute - Hot Issue

hot hot hot hot issue!

5. Yui - Feel My Soul

no comment - like this!

6. Wheesung - Insomnia

reminds me to Craig David *LOL*

7. FT Island - Soyogi

kitto...

8. Rain - Rainism

my fave part: magic stick! :D

9. 8eight ft. So Hee - Empty Hearts

i don't hear so hee's voice here -,-

10. La Mort En Ligne - Missed

horror :P

11. 2NE1 - I Don't Care

loved this song. kkk

13. Rain - Love Story

i saw the MV just now on V Channel -,-

14. SS501 - U R Man

reminds me when the school radio played SS501's A Song Calling For You. :)

15. IU - Boo

i love the MV but forget to download it -,-

16. Big Bang - Garagara Go

i wish i could have better sound resolution of this song. haha..

17. FT Triple - Love Letter

JONGHOON LOOKS CHEESY HERE! aaarrrgghh~~

18. Craig David - Insomnia

reminds me to Wheesung. LOL

19. Wonder Girls - Tell Me

cute So Hee on her wonder woman costume xD

20. 2NE1 - Pretty Boy

the intro really scary for me -,-

that's all.

hehehe ^^v

Should I Shut My Blog Down? (Part 2)

2009-12-23T21:41:00.005+07:00

related post: Should I Shut My Blog Down?

no, I don't think so ^^
we even hooked up in a silly conversation there.
LOL, gomen sensei ^^
49 comments and 6 people like it ;P

Happy Mommy Day

2009-12-22T21:39:00.000+07:00

Should I Shut My Blog Down?

2009-12-20T17:59:00.003+07:00

related post: Freaking Thursday ft. Lee Min Hoo

finally....

so,

should I?

Welcome Home :)

2009-12-18T21:46:00.004+07:00

greets my new school bag :D

so, finally my pinky bag is retired after about 3.5 years accompany me at school.

*so sweet*

and, here it comes, the grayish bag. :D

why I choose this?

1. It comes with dark color, so it won't be too obvious if I'm lazy to wash it when it's dirty.

*kkk*

2. It comes with special space for laptop. so yeah :D

3. The shape is much prettier than the pinky. most people said that I was look alike with ninja when using pinky. --'

4. It has hidden space. *classic* >.<

after looking it for long,

i feel that it's boys' bag.

wakaka...

no problems then :D

Chemistry = FAILED

2009-12-11T22:17:00.002+07:00

hey bloggie :)

i had a chemistry exam on 10 Dec 2009

it was HORRIBLE.

the material must be examined for 11th grader, hybriditation *what the fuck is that? --'*

well, although there were also 10th grade material, chemistry bond.

but still, i don't get it at ALL *grin*

and the worst part is..

we have 45 minutes

for 20 multiple choices

and we have to write the reason why we choose it

and i didn't make any little note *cheating note i mean ^^*

and people seemed too busy so it's hard for me to ask them

and the teacher said.

"don't be too scared. there's tomorrow"

thank you sir for your best quote-of-the-day --'

I'm Gonna Miss My Dad...

2009-12-07T16:13:00.004+07:00

my dad was moved to Padang, Sumatra because of his job.
But, I still stay in Surabaya, Java.

he left Surabaya yesterday at about 11 am.

I MISS MY DAD ALREADY!!!

:'(

Obsession to Wedding Dress

2009-12-05T20:56:00.002+07:00

Yes!

Wedding Dress by Tae Yang.

totally awesome!!

because of that, I made this Korean Wedding Dress picture...

not really good, I know -.-

Korean Wedding Dress

that's all for now :)

Tae Yang - Wedding Dress Lyrics and Translation

2009-11-28T22:37:00.002+07:00

Hangul:
네가 그와 다투고
때론 그 땜에 울고
힘들어 할 때면 난 희망을 느끼고
아무도 모르게 맘 아-아-아프고
네 작은 미소면 또 담담해지고
네가 혹시나 내 마음을 알게 될까봐
알아버리면 우리 멀어지게 될까봐
난 숨을 죽여
또 입술을 깨물어
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘

노래가 울리면 이제 너는 그와 평생을 함께하죠
오늘이 오지 않기를 그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
네가 입은 웨딩드레스

내 맘을 몰라줬던
네가 너무 미워서
가끔은 네가 불행하길 난 바랬어
이미 내 눈물은 다 마 마 마르고
버릇처럼 혼자 너에게 말하고
매일 밤 그렇게 불안했던걸 보면 난
이렇게 될꺼란 건 알았는지도 몰라
난 눈을 감아
끝이 없는 꿈을 꿔
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길

부디 그와 행복해
너를 잊을 수 있게
내 초라했던 모습들은 다 잊어줘
비록 한동안은 나 죽을 만큼 힘이 들겠지만 no oh

너무 오랜 시간을 착각 속에 홀로 바보처럼 살았죠
아직도 내 그녀는 날 보고 새 하얗게 웃고 있는데

Romanization:
neh-ga geu-wa da-tu-go
ddae-lohn geu ddaem-eh ool-go
him-deul-eo hal ddae-myeon nan hui-mang-eul neu-ggi-go
ah-moo-do mo-leu-ge mam ah-ah-ah-peu-go
neh jak-eun mi-so-myeon ddo dam-dam-hae-ji-go
neh-ga hok-shi-na nae ma-eum-eul al-ge dwil-gga-bwa
al-a-beo-li-myeon oo-li meol-eo-ji-ge dwil-gga-bwa
nan soom-eul jook-yeo
ddo ib-sool-eul ggae-mool-eo
je-bal geu-leul dde-na nae-ge oh-gil

Baby je-bal geu-ui son-eul jab-ji-ma
Cuz you should be my Lady
oh-laen shi-gan gi-da-lyeo-on nal dol-a-bwa-jweo

no-lae-ga ool-li-myeon ee-je neo-neun geu-wa pyeong-sang-eul ham-gge-ha-jyo
oh-neul-ee oh-ji anh-gi-leul geu-leoh-ge na mae-il bam gi-do-haet-neun-de
neh-ga ib-eun we-ding-de-le-seu
neh-ga ib-eun we-ding-de-le-seu

neh-ga ib-eun we-ding-de-le-seu

nae mam-eul mol-la-jweot-deon
neh-ga neo-mu mi-weo-seo
ga-ggeum-eun ne-ga bool-haeng-ha-gil nan ba-laess-eo
ee-mi nae noon-mool-eun da ma ma ma-leu-go
beo-leut-cheo-leom hohn-ja neo-eh-ge mal-ha-go
mae-il bam geu-leoh-ge bool-an-haet-deon-geol bo-myeon nan
ee-leoh-ge dwil-ggeo-lan geon al-at-neun-ji-do mol-la
nan noon-eul gam-ah
ggeut-ee eob-neun ggoom-eul ggweo
je-bal geu-leul ddeo-na nae-ge oh-gil

boo-di geu-wa haeng-buk-hae
neo-leul ij-eul su it-ge
nae cho-la-haet-deon mo-seub-deul-eun da ij-eo-jweo
bi-lok han-dong-an-eun na juk-eul man-keum him-ee deul-get-ji-man no oh

neo-mu oh-laen shi-gan-eul chak-gak sok-e hol-lo ba-bo-cheo-leom sal-at-jyo
ah-jik-do nae geu-nyeo-neun nal bo-go sae ha-yah-ge oht-go it-neun-de

Translation:
Some say it’s not over ’till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There’s something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make me feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Because then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please don’t take his hand
Cuz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy

Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I’m by myself I talk to you like you’re here
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you
Cuz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It’s going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come

Mochan Says:
oh my god, this is so sad.
I thought the meaning was cheerful but
*cries*

Awake

2009-11-28T01:46:00.004+07:00

are you wondering why I'm not sleeping now?
well, if no, just shouldn't read this and you can leave.
if yes, continue reading :D

so, I have finished my first class at graphic designing.
to get certificated, we must make a free-theme poster.
but, we must use Adobe Photoshop or Illustrator.
of course I choose Photoshop since Illustrator will just make it longer to finish :P

I made "Asian Tour Concert" poster.
this one is the pre-launch poster.
*I'll upload it after I print and submit it to my teacher*

Mochan's Dream Concert: Asia Tour Concert

I think it looks more scrap book than poster do.
LOL.
but, that's my style.
I ever made a flyer about tourism place for English assignment, and the result turned into real scrap book!!
*in fact, I never scrap-booking till now -,-*

and, I can't tand anymore.
I'm really sleepy~~~
see ya :)

Award :)

2009-11-22T13:50:00.008+07:00

I got a blog award from hollie :)

To accept this award here's the rules:

Post it on your blog together with the name of the person who has granted the award, and his/her blog link. Pass the award to 15 other blogs that you've newly discovered. Remember to contact the bloggers to let them know they have been chosen for this award.

1. Barbie
2. Hester
3. Zeret
4. Jiayi
5. Klaire
6. Michin
7. Qi Wen
8. Jacque
9. Rabbito
10. Samuel
11. Sophia
12. Techan
13. Dewi
14. Dini
15. Abby

naaah :)

Saturday Morning

2009-11-22T13:30:00.003+07:00

yesterday I went to GM with my friend, Michin to watch movie.
at first we want to watch new moon since one of my friend told me that it had been played here.
but, it's a fake news -,-
then, we decided to watch 2012.
you know what?
the queue was sooooo long.
it almost reached cinema's toilet - which located in the back side of cinema.
geezz..

we were tired of standing in line, so we left the cinema *what an useless effort*.
we went to Sour Sally which have had opened their branch outlet at GM.

I pick the medium one with Kiwi and Orange topping.
yum yum :9
I'll visit Sour Sally again soon..
hahaha xD

Photography Mood

2009-11-20T21:00:00.003+07:00

related post: It's Raining

so, the electricity cut happened for about 5 hours.
stuck in the dark -,-
but, I made a super-great photo shoot
*well, that's my own opinion, but some of my friends like it while I uploaded on fb ^^~*
so, here we go :D

I miss you...

bogoshipeo nae sarang (I miss you in Korean)

and the last one is my FAVORITE

I ♥ CHOI JONG HOON

so,
I need more colorful candle when the electricity comes back ;P

It's Raining

2009-11-20T16:50:00.002+07:00

today is the first time Surabaya got raining.

yeeeeaaaayyyy :D

anyway, I went home earlier because there's no extra lesson.

I reached home at 1 pm and just slept immediately because today I started sleep at 2.30 am and have to get up at 5 am.

I got lack-of-sleep disease these days so that my eyes changed into Panda's Eyes

*and people say I become scarier T-T*

so, I was waked up by an alarm. I saw my phone, it was 5 *I didn't see the am/pm one*

so, I thought that I've been sleep for the whole night since it was very dark outside.

and then, the telephone rang, I didn't answer it since I wasn't back 100%.

I heard it was rainy-sounds outside, so I decided to look around.

at that time, I've just realize that there was an electricity cut -,-

and my mom pick my brother up.

so,

here I am now.

A Girl who Sits in front of the Laptop in the Dark...

Welcome Back Baby Babby ♥

2009-11-19T15:56:00.000+07:00

my Mini HP 1013 baby is back.

thanks to my beloved-and-zany-but-smart IT teacher, Mr. Sugeng, so that I don't have to purchase for the repair
*hehehe..*

it was started due to my obsession with Adobe Illustrator.
I want to install it there since I easily get bored when I draw only on computer.
but, the resolution of my baby was too small :'(
click click and click to change the resolution
and..

BROKE
^^v

I Got Dumbed

2009-11-12T14:01:00.003+07:00

got a message on tag board.

I checked it out...

and posted in my facebook ^^

@dumBlog
no, I'm a beginner in Japanese ^^

Freaking Thursday (ft. Lee Min Hoo)

2009-11-07T19:35:00.006+07:00

Thursday, November 5th 2009

I'm really sorry for do this, but it's super fun!

about 2 weeks ago, I combined photos of Lee Min Hoo and my Japanese teacher, Haqqi sensei because I think they're 'look alike'.
*well, I didn't realized it at first, but after Ari - my friend - told me about her vision on them -.-*
luckily, I found their pose alike too. hahaha..
and it turned like this:okay, they don't really look alike, but my teacher is a 'Indonesian' version of Lee Min Hoo.
hahaha...

then, I copied it into class's computer and showed it to everybody.
they just like "how come?" expression.

and then, 2 days ago was the show time.
since the Japanese starts after break time, some students usually play songs, copiy something from there, or play a game on computer *although it's prohibited :P*.
and then my classmate - Vivin - accidentally opened a file named 'twins' which is the picture above and projected via projector *FYI, the projector seldom turned off*.
and then, people outside got into the class with sensei on the back!!! D:

he walked calm, seemed like nothing happened but I think he saw it.
so, the lesson did normally although me and my chair mate and partner in crime - Mia - laugh all the time because of that accident.

and then, the lesson came to end.
all students asked my teacher to open the 'twins' file.
but he won't -.-
so, there was a fight among students and teacher about to open the twins.
and then, the bell rang for the 2nd break time, he was going to leave the class.
then suddenly my friend - Gesy - decided to open it herself.
he saw it and the class laugh as loud as they can!!
he just like -- "OMG, my students.. -.-" and smiled for a while *maybe he was so glad that he is look alike handsome actor. kkk*.

after that, Adit, set is as desktop background!

the class decided to keep it.
but we afraid about others teacher rection - they'll mad at us xD
so we changed it became like this instead:

ahahaha...
but, my biology teacher changed it into standard background - Azul.
--'

one thing that I really really grateful is..
they didn't tell sensei who combined the pics.
HAHAHAHA. xD

Adobe Illustrator

2009-10-31T22:29:00.003+07:00

my daddy bought me adobe illustrator.
so happy ^^
FYI, I take design graphic tuition since 29 October 2009.
still a freshman xD

here's a sample of my beginning art :DI never imagine that I can make this kind of image.
bur, everything can happen now :D

어쩌다? ㅠ.ㅠ

2009-10-27T21:16:00.002+07:00

선생님,
난 사랑하지 수있습니다.
하지만 난 널 사랑해 ㅠ.ㅠ

아니다~~~~!!!
D:

Epik High - Wannabe MV part 1

2009-10-16T21:40:00.004+07:00

OMG--

I become very fanatic with epik high these days.
I copied all my epik high's collection to my class computer *actually, the computer is only for school thingy, not entertainment suff* and played it every breaktime :D
mostly people don't know it, but enjoy it.
and my class leader - who I told you on the previous post - make a random cheers move on it and dance in front of the class.
hahas.. xD

so, I decided to download epik high's MV of Wannabe.
it's a korean film parody - The Host.
I can't stop laugh watching it.
and addicted!
can't wait for the next episode xD

tablo was very very cute there :3
oh, talking about tablo...
I watched Arirang's Pops in Seoul yesterday.
the news was about tablo's marriage plan.
wish him all the best :)

tag reply later :D

H to the I say HI!!

2009-10-08T20:18:00.005+07:00

idk why my class leader become too obsessed with cheers after watching a little bit part of "Bring It On" together on break time at class *of course the rules don't allow us to! xD*.
FYI, he's a boy. unusual boy.

and,
it affects today's post xD

it seems years since my latest post.
school is just like a part of hell :(
got unlucky 84 score on Japanese and English
if they give me 1 score more
i would not have to repeat my test :((
*FYI, my minimum score is 85, if you get lower, you have to repeat it until you get at least 85*

chemistry, idk what's my score.
but, all i know is the highest in my class is only 57
pretty :(((

assignments.
just come non-stop like
water falls.

and, recently i become sick.
geez...
i got flu.
ST. 123 55 flu.
(read as: STRESS flu)

i wanna holiday for~~ever~~ 1 month!!!

T_______T

I ♥ Logarithm

2009-10-03T21:22:00.003+07:00

seriously.
haha, seriously kidding i mean xD

but, logarithm is one of subjects of math which attract my passion a "lot".
besides function and social arithmetic.

but, if i would choose,
i like ICT much better than math.
:)))

anyway, this is the first time i make math assignment on Ms. Word.
complicated but fun xD

i'll upload it, you can download only if you want :P
but, it's in indonesian.
i'll translate into english if you really want.

here:
http://www.4shared.com/file/137281796/705c0868/claudia_primasiw_X-CIBI_09.html

it seems that i really enthusiastic =='

Colorize My World

2009-09-23T21:27:00.002+07:00

"colors do sing for me"

Mochan Jjang

Coffee, everyone?

2009-09-23T20:50:00.003+07:00

07.03.1990
사랑해요~♥